Sunday, March 26, 2006
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Ello... Hehe... Went for Awards Ceremony today... It wasn't really awards ceremony for me though... more of a recognition ceremony... Haha... Cuz only 2 certificates mah... 1 CCA merit cert & the other is Certificate of recognition (leadership).. tt's all...
Anyway... Went to OCBC to pay school fees in the morning... Den went for lunch in Bishan... Went shopping ard J8... Was looking for nice shoes though... Didn't really buy anything @ J8, except mummy... She bought this white blouse so tt she can wear on daddy's 49th day... ya... after that walked into Hush Puppies Shoe shop... Saw this wedge shoe, very nice know..den got lyk 50% off... Was lyk damn cheap lah... It was lyk initially $90 but after that its lyk $45... So cheap lohr.. Den oso saw this sneaker shoe tingy... very nice lohr... wanted to buy, but decided to buy it another day... hopefully soon... hehe... after that, we took a bus to compass...
Was lyk in compass @ 1400... den we went to get a drink... den started walking around... was looking @ tv sets.. Den went to giordano to buy this sweater tingy.. i pay lohr... hehe... buy for e 3 of us... i mean buy 1 for the 3 of us... so every1 share.. haha... after that den go to school to register... was lyk in school @ 1515 lohr... lyk so early... so register den went up to e hall to be seated.. den e place where i was seating was lyk empty, cuz its lyk e CCA Merit awards... so ya... the band members oso haven come yet... So was lyk disturbing the councillors on duty lohr.. haha... pretty funny lah, when i walked into the hall, 1st person i saw was Adora.. saw her in blazer before, so quite okie... Den i saw Shaina's ex-classmate... She was in blazer too... Saw Samantha Sng, Liz & Eunice in blazer.. They all look so smart & so cute lah.. haha... Den saw the hall it was lyk a wedding hall... very nice lah... all white cutains & all, den got balls of flowers hanging... can see its lyk a lot of work... Simple yet grand... haha... so was telling Mariam when all the band members came in that this hall can be used again with deco when any of our teachers get married... haha...
anyway, by the time every1 was filling in, it was lyk 1545-1550.. so ya.. was lyk gathering session lah... haha... all our batch pple... so hugged & chatch up a little, den went ack to our seat lohr... e while AC was nice... e only thing tt was boring was e speech... mayb it was because it was too long lah... so ya... after i collected my CCA award, den went to collect my collect my certificate of recognition.. so ya... went i went to e leaders area, they were lyk playing w this baby... haha.. tt little baby is lyk so cute lah... haha... so friendly oso... haha.. ya... after the acadamic awards was the talent showcase... goodness it was beautiful lah... i love the band performance... they really gave me a surprise... they could actually walk & play... amazing... i love the band members... they r improving tremendously.. Most of the CCAs improve alot... Guitar, Anklung, choir... this time round, the talent showcase involved st. johns, NPCC & girl guides... The showcase was lyk a fast play... everything went so smoothly & so nice...
after AC, we went down to the canteen for refreshment.. so ate 1 plate of bee hoon & wadever they had... after that went to catch up with the teachers.. haha... so fun... anyway, after AC, we came home... so ya... tt's all lohr... hehe... gtg now.. cya...

Saturday, March 25, 2006
Saturday, March 25, 2006
| Your Eyes Should Be Blue |
 Your eyes reflect: Innocence and sweetness
What's hidden behind your eyes: A calculating mind |
| Your Birth Month is August |
 Ambitious and strong, you find it easy to be successful. You are brave and stubborn. No one's going to set your limits!
Your soul reflects: Strength, character, and devotion
Your gemstone: Peridot
Your flower: Poppy
Your colors: Orange, red, and light green |
| You Were a Beaver |
 You are able to get things done, through persistence and innovation. Success and productivity are what make you happy in life. |
| Snickers |
 Nutty and gooey - you always satisfy. |
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Saturday, March 18, 2006
Ello... Juz came back from grassroots club... Very tired... Woke up late today... but was up @ 0715... So tired lohr... Anyways, very long never update le, so shall update from tues onwards ya...
Tuesday - 14th March 2006
2nd day @ Zhonghua Primary... Was early... Hehe... Was there @ 0835... cuz took 315... :) Dressed pretty casually, cuz later in e day must go for the trail... the highlight of the day was mainly the trail lohr... 6A consists of group 9 & 10... Sugar & I were meant to work together... She take group 9 & i group 10... But however, dunnoe how, both our groups became a class... both of us decided to split the group amg ourselves... so sugar took the guys, & i took the girls... The girls were just very chatty, very funny, they ask the wierdest questions, & it challenges me.. they were very observant too... we spotted bracket fungus, monkeys, caterpillar... So many more... oh well... the people in the school are simply funny & wierd... yes yes, the students took the post-test for maths before they went for the trail... after the trail, we came back to school, den did a summary of the trail, & e post-test papers were returned back to the students... guess wad... My WHOLE group PASSED!!! yea... my group have 1 full marks lohr... SO CLEVER... haha... after we were dismissed, sugar, viknesh, shamala, mat & i decided to have ice-cream... haha, den shaedah's brother offered us a lift to the zebra-crossing... haha... shaedah was sitting beside her brother(the driver), den the back seat had 6 adults... haha... the nepalian trainer, mat, vikneshi, sugar, shamala, & myself... hehe... i was sitting on mat's lap, shamala on sugar's lap, viknesh on the nepalian trainer... haha... anyway, the 2nd day ended pretty well... hehe...Wednesday - 15th March 2006The final day @ Zhonghua primary... had to br formally dressed, cuz that day meeting parents... was there early, cuz woke up late, so took taxi there... was walking in when i got a short lift into school, thanx to Mat's parents... hehe.. we went through the summary for previous day's trail... Den did science experiment... Terrible man the experiment... I dunnoe how to do the pulley system tingy... Den had to get help from shaedah's brother with the setting up if the pulley system.. after tt, our group got 1 of the highest marks hehe... *thanks shaedah's brother* den after that they did science mcq questions, which helped gain points for the group... oh yes, the 2 & a half minute maths test... its so funny lah... they had questions lyk its 8pm, how many hours did john slp when he wine his clock to wake him up @ 0900 the next morning??? qns lyk how many animals did moses bring onto the ark??? haha... so many IQ qns lah... haha... was trying to answer them with the students oso... haha... so funny... after tt, we had english lesson, which was to me pretty boring, cuz they juz did comprehension, synthesis & transformation & cloze passage... after english, den they had prize presentation... so okie lah... had to meet the parents after that, but none of the parents from my group came to speak to me, so was lyk free... was very tired tt day... was in heels & in black... so warm lohr... but i was very happy, cuz i got my pay check... hehe... before we left the school, 1 of my students came up to me... she said:
samantha: *pok pok*me: yes samanthasamantha: i miss ume: i miss u too... study hard for PSLE ya... bye...-sobz- i miss those kids... they were so cute & lovely... group 10, i miss u guys...
Thursday - 16th March 2006Was very very tired... so decided to sleep in... after that woke up, came online... chat with liz... den asked her to come over... so she came over ard mid-afternoon... we ended up eating twisties & talking rubbish in our room, until, nearly 1900, when xiang li called me...
Xiang Li: hello clarissame: yes yes, who's thisxiang li: your secret admirer, ure stalker osome: huh??? who r u???xiang li: haha, xiang li lah...Xiang Li, Darylyn they all ask me go chomp chomp for dinner... Mummy allowed me... so Shaina, Liz & I went... haha... Had quite a bit of laughter though... Had dinner with Daryl's MI friend, Siew Quee, Sherry & Shayne... Den i put my hp & wallet into Xiang Li's plastic bag, den i tld her dun forget to take, den she tell me, if i forget, den my hp will be with her, den she can still stalk me... & i was lyk, huh??? how can u stalk me when my hp's w u??? den we went to Macs for ice-cream... Den tt Xiang Li keep on banging me... So irritating... She has been doing tt to me since the day i knew her... So terrible... oh well... After ice-cream, i went home to catch Da Chang Jin on Channel U @2200... ya... tt's how e day ended...
Friday - 17th March 2006Woke up early lah... Woke up @ 0900, cuz shaina had tuition frm 1000 to 1130... After she came back, i went swimming.. The weather was so nice lohr... Beautiful sun... hehe... but never get tan lah... Initially was suppose to go sun tanning de... But Beatrice sick, so we postpone the ting to monday... hehe...
Saturday - 18th March 2006Today... Woke up really early... Suppose to meet mat @ 0800 @ Yio Chu Kang MRT, but tt dear girl came 30 mins later... We were late for the tingy... We were suppose to have our briefing @ 0815, but instead we had ours @ 0830... Went to grassroots club to do volunteer work @ MCYS... Had to do babysitting... Was actually quite fun... These children are from different family backgrounds, each of these children have their own sad story... So they were taken out of their families & placed into foster parents home... Mat & i were in the baby group... Suppose to take care of children from 0 years - 2 years... these children made me very sad... they were so attached to their parents that they kept on crying & asking for their mummys... the little boy, mat & i were looking after kept on pulling us to the door so that we can bring him to find his mummy... when he kept on pulling me, i was about to cry le... haiz... so sad lohr... Den Mat & i had a small conversation with the social worker jessica soo... Jessica said tt s a psychologist or a social worker, we should on pity them but emphatise(if that's e correct spelling) w them, & we should not let our emoitons be very involove in this too... haiz... its so tough lohr... Anyway, after the volunteer work, i came home, den went to pick Shaina up after her lesson, den went to J8... Finally got my contact lens... hehe... Can go nicely to sentosa to tan le... Hehe... after that, went to buy mummy's shirt, den met Aunty Mary for dinner... We had dinner @ Delifrance.... hehe... Den after that went to daddy's office to replenish stock... This made me real sad... Cuz i really miss daddy... Haiz... Think about the future w/o him, makes me so so sad... Was tearing in aunty Mary's car... Haiz... Oh well.. i know tt daddy is spirtually w me, but i juz mis his physical being.. forgive me... -sobz- haiz...
Oh well... tt's the end of the entry & today... Its a very long 1... but... haiz... okie.. cya...
Monday, March 13, 2006
Monday, March 13, 2006
Ello... Today 1st day as a trainer at Zhonghua Primary... Goodness so tiring... If i'm going to tell e whole story, it'll take a whole day... *kidding* haha...
Anyway, here goes... Woke up a little late today... Left house @ 0750 when i'm suppose to be @ zhonghua pri @ 0800... Haha... Anyway... reached zhonghua pri @ 0820... alighted from the bus @ serangoon stadium, practically jogged from the stadium to the school... not bad mah... 20 mins morning jog... ya.... was nearly lah... after i arrive, mat came.. haha... this mat ahr, really funny man... Haha... She alighted @ Lorong Chuan, den had to 'stalk' this Zhonghua pri boy so that she can meet us in school... haha... So cute... But at least, she was early lah... The students were really small.. Haha... The trainers were all nice & friendly lah, except the trainers of groups 1, 2 & 3, they so unfriendly lohr... I oso dun really lyk the teachers, cuz they never give me a good impression ya...
I was the tutor of group 10... They were lyk the last 19 of the best class... haha... they were from 6A man... smart smart... So didn't really have much problem with them...they did a pre-maths test... my class, 2 failed, the rest pass... most of them never get full marks, cuz their teachers taught them tt whenever they need to fill in the units, these units refer to only symbols lyk: kg, g,cm, m, etc... So irritating.... Den when the answer is lyk 10 packets, the students will write down only the number s the answer, den i was lyk, wads does e 10 stand for... 10 monkeys or 10 donkeys... Den their teacher say, i cannot mark them wrong, cuz they're correct... If i'm their PSLE marker, i tell u, most of them will get most of their answers wrong, cuz they never write the units down... So terrible these school teachers... Haiz... 1 of them who failed said the reason for failing was because he was running a fever... so ya... den the other girl failed, cuz she was really weak in maths... so gave her majority of my attention lohr... The rest of the class were on their own speed... They r good in maths man... They only ask me qns when they dunnoe how to do a certain qns... They r a good bunch students... haha... i lyk them... however, the girls got something against the guys & the guys against the girls... When they seat next to each other, they must seperate the tables 1... so wierd... Den when i ask them to gather, u would be able to see 2 distinct groups... 1 side-guys, e other side-girls...
Den i oso realise tt during the breaks, the children will rush to finish up their meals, den they will all rush to some court to play god knows wad games lah... Den after tt, all of them will enter e hall, sweaty & smelly.. So terrible... den the hall is so warm lah... plus the kind of weather,,, goodness... so terrible...
Tmr must go for the nature trail @ Lower Pierce Reservoir... I'm frighten lohr... The nature reserve pretty scary to me lohr... Got snakes & monitor lizards... I'm frighten of these things lohr... den i got to bring a group of 19 children into the forest... I really pray tt they will listen to me... Yet, part of me hopes tt tmr will rain heavily & terrible, while the othe part of me hopes tt tmr will be nice & sunny so tt the children would be able to learn more about the natural surroundings & about science in the nature trail... Goodnesss... this part of the section, u got to really wish me luck man... I'm frighten... FRIGHTEN!!! haiz... Oh well... Shall learn how to be bravel...
Okie lah... I got to end off here le... Tmr muz still wake up @ 0700... Haiz... So early... So ya... Nitez nitez... Cya...
Monday, March 13, 2006
Hello... Hehe... know its again very late... but @ least i came to update... hehe... Went out today with my neighbours... pretty scary though... the neigbour uncle so scary... hehe... oh well...
Anyway, nothing much happen today... Juz tt now, i'm feeling quite nervous about tmr... Going to Zhonghua Primary to help 1 of the teacher in the PSLE seminar... Quite frighten lah... Dunnow how is the situation lyk tmr... scary... hope i get a good group... ya... s long s they r not naughty, i can handle lah...
Anyway... gtg le... cya... nitez....
PS: i miss my daddy so so much... Daddy, i love u... -hugs & kisses-
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Hello Hello Hello Hello!!! Hehe:) Shall update about friday & saturday ya... Hmmm... Which day shld i start with... the most recent 1, or yesterday... Hmmm... Okie.. I shall start with friday's story ba... hehe... :)
Friday - 10th march 2006Friday, was the last day of school for JCs, Secondary & Primary school students... So... SJC had their track & field meet lohr... Didn't go down to see the meet, cuz was working.. ya... Pretty sad lah.. But, ill definately make time to go down for the swimming meet... *I Promise* So ya... Found out from Shaina, that Catherine came in first... I was lyk WHOA!!! Amazing... Pretty unexpected lah... But heard that this year they got strong runners.. So ya... Helen came in last... Now i want to know who came in 2nd & 3rd... I hope Emilie came in 2nd & not 3rd... If not... *sobz sobz* Oh well... Out of the school le... But then again... Hopefully Emilie swimmers would be able to do us proud lohr..
Saturday - 11th March 2006Saturday, went for the PSLE trainers seminar @ Lower Pierce Reservoir... Went for this nature trail tingy.... Initially i was pretty excited about it... Was okie for the 1st half of the trip, den started to become frighten when the sky started to turn dark, & it started to rain... we were lyk still in the trail lah... somemore the sky so dark... So i got frighten lohr... *cannot blame mah* The rain was so heavy lah... Wadde... Oh well.. after that, had our debrief tingy... Thank God for Mat's parents.. If not, i dunnoe how to go to e MRT station from there.. Mat's parents send me to Bishan MRT to meet mummy... *So nice right* After meeting mummy, den we headed down to Suntec for the IT fair... manage to see some laptops, now dunnoe which 1 to get only... Still considering though... So ya... Anyway... bought my wallet today, so happy... Now i only need to get my black bikini top... If dun have, how to go tanning this coming friday...
Hehe... I'm so happy... Very long never go tanning le... After wad happen... Thank God, i can seriously enjoy 1 day @ the beach... I want to go swimming so badly... But oh well... Shall wait for friday den enjoy the tanning... But before i go there, i must get my bikini top 1st, if not i dunnot wad to wear to tan... So ya... Haiz.. Oh well...
Anyway. i'm tired le... So shall head off to bed, & enjoy a good nites rest.. Cya... Loves...
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Thursday, March 09, 2006
Ello... Know is lyk way late le lah... But wun be working tmr mah... So ya.. So tiring... But at least now can get a break... Today work on this 1 set of work, took me 6 hours over juz to finish... obvious this includes lunch time lah.. but then again... @ least i finish it within a day...
Went to work, lyk 10 mins late... Lucky most of the agents not in... :) Den started with work... Went for lunch @ 1400+... Den came back from lunch & start work again lohr.. s per normal... Rather its logic.. Hehe.. Mummy came down to Tampiness & waited for me till i was done with work... I finish work slightly later today... Finish work ard 1655, nearly 1700... Quite okie lah... After meeting mummy, we went shopping... Den we went down to compass to meet Shaina, had dinner den came home...
Haiz... So many things happen after wad happen to daddy... We saw through many people's true colour... So many wolves under the sheep skin... Haiz... I'm disappointed... Yesterday was then daddy's 1 month... Way before today, all the true colours were wad we saw... Wad r u guys man... ADULTS... mine u, ADULTS... DUN U HAVE BRAINS... THINK... FOR GOD's SAKE, THINK!!! wad others say u people believe. dun u have a mind of your own... She(mummy) say u're innocent... i dun think so lohr... i say u're stupid... Yes, u saw it right... STUPID!!! if u guys ever try to cut me out from my mother... I only have to tell u tt i'm sorry... Cuz i'll cut myself out from all of u... Yes, right... ALL OF YOU!!! i'll have no such relations with you people... Dun say i'm heartless.. u're the people tt's heartless... ask ureself, wad did she do for u guys, wadever you want, wadever u need, when did she ever reject u... any of u need help, she gave her best. when we needed a shelter, u bloody ***** chased her out... ***... I'm pissed... yes PISSED!!! I can't stand seeing this anymore... I only give 1 warning... Yes, 1 WARNING... Dun try to be funny with me... I'll severe all relations with u pple, shld anything happen to her... DUN TRY ME!!! I MEAN WAD I SAY!!! If any of u(u know who u r) ever read this... i hope this shld serve s a warning to u, all of u... dun make me HATE u, all of you... I'LL HATE ALL OF YOU TO THE CORE.. I HAD ENOUGH!!! Oh well... Shall end here le... Its ltk 0128 in e morning le... so ya... buaiz...
PS: thelast portion of the blog is not & never for friends... Its for people directly related to me...
Monday, March 06, 2006
Monday, March 06, 2006
Hi hi!!! Just came home from work... Work wasn't exactly tiring, but taxing... Got alot of calculations to do... Gosh, been seeing numbers since 1400 today.... was staring @ the paper & the numbers for 3.5 hours... So scary... Tmr oso muz carry on with the calculations... oh well...Tmr must be in the office at 1000... So got to wake up lyk at 0800... Get ready by 0815, have breakfast, den leave e hse for the bus-stop by 0830... Must be in sengkang & waiting for the bus by 0900... Hopefully reach tampiness by 1000... at least, i dun have to rush, but can take my own time... hehe... :) I'm so lazy... But oh well... I SHALL wake up early... Hehe... The people at the office are friendly... hehe... I got a few more jobs... Doing the same thing, but for different people... hehe...
| You Are a Dreaming Soul |
 Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult
You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul |
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| Your Heart Is Pink |
 In relationships, you like to play innocent - even though you aren't. Each time you fall in love, it's like falling for the first time.
Your flirting style: Coy
Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park
Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant
What you bring to relationships: Romance |
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| Your Inner Child Is Surprised |
 You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. |
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| You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream |
 A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style! |
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Sunday, March 05, 2006
You Are 10% Boyish and 90% Girlish
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Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
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| The Keys to Your Heart |
 You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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| Your Love Element Is Metal |
 In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other |
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| You Are Cupid |
 A total romantic, you're always crushing on a new reindeer.
Why You're Naughty: You've caused so much drama, all the reindeers aren't speaking to each other.
Why You're Nice: You have a knack for playing matchmaker. You even hooked Rudolph up! |
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Ello... Was looking through graduation night photos... Was thinking back of the days... Miss those secondary school days... Haha... All the crap we talk about... all those gossips.. so fast ya... Most of us seperated le... Haiz...
Can still remember the sec 2 days... haha... Always hanging ard with, Amanda, Fatin, Michelle, Kim Tiang, Aileen, Camilla... All of them from the same class, except me... Every recess, we'll meet at the sheltered walkway, beside the netball court.. haha.. den will end up talking... Den will end up forcing those who dun want to eat to eat... After school, we'll sit on the sofa, beside the jukebox & listen to music, sometimes, may end up crying after listening to certain songs... Haha...
Sec 3&4, sometimes hang around with Mathilda, Charlotte, Li Ting, Beatrice... In class, if lesson gets boring, we'll sometimes end up chatting, or gossiping... or sometimes, we'll end up eating, regradless of lesson being boring or interesting.. haha.. Now the 5 of us, all go different poly... Further den Mat & Lotte lah, e rest of us go to different poly... So wun be able to spend much time together le... haiz... Going to miss those days... Haiz... Natasha left for California... Dunnoe when she coming back... Had lesson yesterday, den mat told me she was leaving tt very same day... haiz... oh well.. will miss her... Though not close to her, but @ least got spend abit of time with her lah.. Ya..
anyway, this is to the 5 of us, plus, fatin, amanda, kim tiang, & my good friends from SJC... Keep in touch ya, no matter where we go ya... love u guys... -hugs-
Okie lah.. Shall end off here le... Cya...
Ps: To Natasha... Take care & i'll miss u ya...
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Saturday, March 04, 2006
Ello, Finally got time to update... many things happen though... 1st was daddy's departure, den was o level results, den was posting... haiz.. so many things lah... Daddy passed away peacefully on 8th feb 2006... e stupid doctors @ SGH lah... Never tc of him properly... HELLO!!! Daddy got problem with e heart know, not something else know, even its something else, as doctors & nurses u have a duty of taking care of him wad... wth, kept him under serious observation for 24 hours, & then still can tell my daddy, ure this kind of prob, can go anytime.. den since u know very scary, the patient can go anytime, e more u should be taking care of him mah... so irritating, after 24 hours, den transfer him to the normal ward... now we dun even know how my daddy die lah... wth.. can't stand them... want to sue them, but daddy is already cremated... wad to do... haiz... at least daddy pass away peacefully... i miss him... i miss him so much... daddy mean so much to me... den he lyk tt go... haiz...Den during daddy's wake, on e 10th of feb, i had to go & receive my O level results... E results were okie lah... but dun have daddy with me was e only thing... i know he's spirtually with me, but daddy's not physically with me... den today i got my posting lah... never get into my 1st choice lah... quite sad, cuz tt's seriously wad i wanted to do lohr... decided not to appeal into sp le... cuz shall take wad comes lohr... even if i appeal oso no point lah... oh well.. i got into np, & would be doing early childhood lah... acually tt course is oso something i dun mind doing lohr... quite fun lah... since i love little children... now can work with them, so okie lah...Anyway, this message is for all those who were by me during my toughest time(daddy's wake & funeral)... Thanks so much... i wouldn't be so strong without all your words & support... Esp to 1 person, u know who u r.. thanks for staying over with me during the whole wake & funeral... i dunnoe how i'll actually manage without u... thanks so much... Okie lah... very late le... so shall end here ya... ciaoz...Ps: daddy i miss u lots... -hugs-