rain, rainbows or sunshine

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Hello... Never do much this few days... Praying alot tt i'll feel alot better.. Praying that our friends in KL enjoyed themselves and did their best... Praying that everything will run smoothly for everyone of us... Anyway... I'm lyk cracking my brains on what instrument i should do for the young children juz formy sight-singing test on Tuesday... Was thinking of doing a drum-cum-shaker tingy... But dunnoe if it will turn out nice and good not...

So stress can... Anyway, my schedule for next week is lyk less tiring den this week lah...
Monday

school from 1000-1700.

Tuesday

got school from 0900-1300,
test from 1300-God knows what time,
dance from 1900-2000,

Wednesday

School from 0900-1100
Tuition from 1900-2200

Thursday

Field Practicum from 0830-1230
KKH diagnosis test and diagnosis from 1400-1700
Dance practice from 1700-2200

Friday

School from 1300-1700
S&W
Tuition from 1900-2200

Saturday

Tuition from 0900-1300

Sunday

Rest day

This is my schedule for the week... I feel damn bad for my group members for the Tuesday sight-singing test... Because of me, they have to take the test with me on Tuesday... I'm really sorry ya... TO GRACE, EVELEEN, MELLISSA, JOSEPHINE, HUI PING, ANGELINE, EE LING and CHARLENE: I'M REALLY SORRY YA... SO SORRY...

I only have a day's rest.. Which is on SUNDAY!!! Oh my... My schedule everyday is lyk fully booked lah... How am i suppose to go out, enjoy and relax man... Haiz... I'm lyk under extreme stress man... Damn tired oso... I later still got to go out and buy materials to do my project... haiz... oh well.. I'm lyk going to be in a world of my own... But when i feel that way, my friends are always there for me, dance is always there 24/7... But den, it helps @ times, yet it doesn't... OH well... i realise that i'm wierd... I'm losing sleep, i'm losing my appetite... I wonder what's wrong with me... Oh no... Can some1 tell me... i'm definately not lyk e Clarissa i use to be in Secondary School... I miss e Secondary School Clarissa... But i have this feeling that she's coming back... But time is definately needed... How long, i'm not sure...

Anyway... Yesterday went shopping with Mummy, Shaina and Godma... Bought 3 shirts... Now i wanna buy shoes... But i know that muz wait... July is coming to an end le... August is approaching... When August comes, my exams comes too... And know what, i haven started studying yet... Talking about studying... Tmr i have a test, and yes i haven touch my notes nor text yet... How how... I'm not in e mood to study now... Die lah... Oh well...

Shall leave some nice remarks before i end off k... I'm really in love with dance le... haha... For CCA, i finish learning Cha cha cha... Would be learning Rhumba on Tuesday... hehe... But dunnoe if i'll be able to find a partner... Oh yes... i'm in search of a partner who can teach me to dance really properly, some1 when dancing, got chemistry... when this happens, i think a perfect couple for the dance floor is formed... I'm still waiting... For S&W, I finish learning Cha cha cha oso... If i'm not wrong, i'm either half-way through Jive or have already finish it... Hehe... Yup... Dancing is lyk real fun and de-stressing man... When i was really troubled, i dance all by myself and sweat it all out... I felt damn good after i left the room... I dance all out... In Secondary school, i play (blow) my troubles out, now i dance it all out... Cool uh... Jive is lyk a full body work out man... But when you dance and want to count while dancing, muz have lots of stamina man... Was doing that on Friday, and i seriously went out of breath... Haha...

Oh yes... I'm oso going to do volunteer work for MCYC... Help them mind the kids while their foster parents go for a workshop... That place have many many sad stories too... But i'm definately more fortunate then them...

I shall end here now... See ya around... Will make an effort to update lah...But it depends on whether i'm lazy or not... SO ya... See ya... -hugs-

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Hello... I'm lyk having lecture now... Pretty boring though... I'm also really sleepy, really hungry... OMG!!! How... There's so many things coming my way also... Projects, tests, exams... Not sure if got anymore... But... Oh welll....

I'm like stress with school work... Exams are coming, and i haven even started studying... I haven even pack my files properly yet.. Oh my oh my... How how... I'm kindda having trouble copying... My memory is starting to fail me... I'm lyk forgetting things really easily... But I'm still able to choose wad i want to remember... That's a positive one...

Thank God for friends man... If not i think i will die of stress... Now i got my usual best friend, den i also have my classmates, my girlfriends... hehe... I also just found my morning going to school partner... haha... Oh well... At least it takes my mind off things for a while lohr... There's too many things on my mind... I just hope i wun break down or even get depression... Now when that happens, i dun have my Dad with me anymore... Haiz... So ya...

Anyway... Today's the stepping down of the 3rd Student Council, and also passing of the baton to the 4th Student Council... How time fly... I'm from the 2nd Student Council... Now they're investing the 4th Student Council le... I hope 1 day, Shaina will be part of the Student Council oso... Anyway, to the new batch of Excos and Councillors... Take Care, manage your time well.. and good luck in everything you do... Ya... Study hard... and ENDURE!!!!

Today got dance lesson... This Saturday, our friends would be going over to KL for the Malaysia dance competition... Hope they do well though.... To Felicia and the rest... Do your best and let God do the rest ya... Good luck...

Now i only wish i can go back to SJC to witness the swearing in of the 4th Student Council and witness Liz and the rest swearing in... Haiz... But cannot... I miss them alot... I really miss Secondary School... Miss some teachers, the friendship we experience in Secondary School... To all those in SJC... Study hard and enjoy your life with your friends in SJC... Take care... Miss you lots... -hugs-