[Chorus]

It's late at night they've al gone home
so finally we're all alone
The waiter says we're closing very soon

Still the night's so long
don't wanna say goodbye to you
I've got plans for us tonight
baby that's right

Chorus:
I wanna dance all night long
all alone with you girl
'cos I'm ready for a sweet romance
all alone with you girl

We share the last glass of wine
our hearts are beating in perfect time
wondering who will be the first to say

You know it feels alright
why don't you hold me tight

Chorus:
I wanna dance all night long
all alone with you girl
'cos I'm ready for a sweet romance
all alone with you girl

I know tomorrow comes a day
Don't think about what they will say
Just close your eyes and dream away in my arms

There's really so much happening in life that i dun understand... Its funny how fate brings 2 pple together, allow them to feel for each other, brought either 1's hopes high before even deciding to juz let it go and allow you to fall...

Why muz i experience it so many times... 1st it was daddy, den now again... Haiz... why why... Felt terrible last night... Still feeling pretty terrible now... I never felt so terrible before... I never felt so stupid before... Its either fate enjoys playing pranks with me or i'm juz damn dumb... Its so close yet so far... cried myself to slp, not because of wad happen, oh well, mayb it was... But more of crying for myself... Crying and wondering how come i'm that dumb to allow it to manipulate my life... Haiz... Oh well.. At least all's out, i dun have to follow it to and allow it to lead me higher... I dun want to fall anymore... Everytime i fall, it just isn't light... Its so painful... It leaves scares... Haiz...

Why must all of us experience heartache... Esp us.. Our heartache juz last, bt the event wun last... There's so much i wanted to do, so many things planned, but none took effect.. Haiz... Days spent - remembered, heartache - remembered more, scarred left - cannot heal... Oh well... Sweet words said, its juz words, once gone, all gone... Memories stay....

Sounding negative again right... I think this is not wad i myself feel... Some others may feel the same.. pple say wad goes up muz come down... I understand this phrase... Cuz i'm always experiencing it... Lyk oh well... Haiz haiz...

Anyway, on a more cheerful note i think... I'm going for lion city later... So happy... Tt's the only thing i'm happy abt after being thrown off the hill... Ya... Anyway, just going to enjoy myself later... Hopefully after tt i can take a stroll down esplanade and all, release myself of all feeling and tensions... Ya... Den promise myself tt girls are here to be pampered... So will pamper myself during this holidays... Bt if pple's willing to pamper me too, i dun mind... I wanna watch alot of shoes... hehehe... But now muz find pple to go with lohr... Heheh...

Think shall stop here ya... I'm going back to carry on doing my cross-stitch... Its painful doing it, but i'll complete it... I know i will... After tt i want to do my jigsaw puzzle... Heheh... Den can frame it up in my new hse... =) I love cross-stitching and doing jigsaw puzzle.... =)



To that some1: Thanks for everything... It will be kept as memory...

Hello... Guess wad... My exams are like FINALLY OVER!!! Yea.... Haha... I survive through it... Now only muz wait for results... And you know wad... I think i'm going to fail 1 of the paper... Its lyk i feel so bad lah... Haiz...

Belinda is lyk so nice to me lah... She never scold me before lohr... Den everytime so friendly to us despite us not paying attention to her during class time... Haiz... I feel so guilty if i really fail her module and end up sitting in her class the following year repeating the module... Haiz... I'm terrible...

Overall exam's okie lah... I dun expect much now lah... Its lyk if i every paper get 50% i would be damn happy already... At least i dun have to retake a module... And be lyk this extra yr 2 out of a whole class of yr 1s taking CS1.1 again... Haiz... Oh well... CD 1.1 and 1.2 were good... I feel lah... Think this2 can confirm get 50% kindda thing... Ya... At least i started the Exams on a good note and ended it on a good Note too... I just pray that God hears by prayers and really bless and guide me in everyway possible...

Anyhow... Today is lyk the start of my holidays... Haha... No school... Its lyk hols for me's from 23rd August 2006 - 15th October 2006.... Damn fun lah... So long... Hehe.... Ya... But i got to give extra tuition... Cuz Ashley needs it... Her PSLE's coming... I'm having lyk pretty much plans during the hols lohr... Lets just see how many thins i wish to do... Den here goes my wish list: -

• Colour my hair
• Dance everyday
• TanningSwimming
• Shopping
• Watching movies
• Catching up with all my friends
• Enjoy the holidays

I think that's about it lah... Mayb there's more, i'm not sure myself... hehehe... Ya... Oh well... Dun really have much to say though... All i can say is i'm damn frighten for my results that's all... Y did i even black out... Oh well.. Shall end here now... Cya... =)

Hey... Juz got a terrible 1 from my mum... I juz realise actually my day hasn't been that good after all... Oh well... Wad a 21st August 2006.... Its through mistakes do we grow up, but sometimes these mistakes happen and you dun even know it happened...

So ya, i'm here to tell all those that i've hurt or made you angry someway or another, i'm really sorry, for sometimes i really dunnoe when i've done the right thing and wrong thing... So ya... I still do need pple to tell me... Mummy told me le... I dunnoe who else is going to tell me.... If i've seriously hurt others, den i'm really really sorry from the bottom of my heart i'm sorry...

All i ask for is pple to be happy.... So long as other's happy, i'm okie... ya... Dun worry abt me...

Hello.. Wanted to update yesterday but in the end did a test tingy... Which was lyk extremely lame lah.. Oh well... Juz came home from school kindda thing.... Damn sad today lah... Its lyk haiz... I blank out during the paper den now i only pray tt i seriously pass the paper if not i have to retake the entire module... I dun want to retake... I really dun feel lyk failing... Can the hands of the clock of my life be turned back... If its possible... I want to turn it back to so many other times that i never had a chance to cherish...

Life is going so fast... Its lyk in a blink of an eye... I'm abt to sit for my final paper of the semester le... Haiz... i'm still damn depress over today's paper.... I dunnoe how to react to it... I really dunnoe how... Am i seriously stressing myself up... Am i... Can some1 tell me... Why is my life still in chaos... Haiz... Oh well...

Anyway, on a lighter note, i'm meeting my girlfriends in a couple of minutes... NATASHA IS BACK!!!!!!!! hehe... Going to see her later... Hehehe.... I'm happy... Its lyk the 1 thing i'm feeling happy today... oh well... Life is tough.... But meeting my girlfriends make me feel better.... I miss them all... But i'm going to see them soon... Ya....

Tmr final paper... I hope i do well... I'm already not confident... I hope my mood now and later wun jeopardise my mood and results for tmr's paper... I haven been slping well these few days cuz of exams... My exzema is getting worst... Oh well... I hope it would be fine by the time exams is over and during the holidays... Oh well... Think i gtg now oso...

-Lots running through my mind... Why is it so????????-

Hello... Carrie sabotage me to do this... So ya...

1. Full name: Clarissa Khor Qi En
2. name backwards: Ne Iq Rohk Assiralc [Seems funny eh]
3. Were you named after someone: Does St. Clare count
4. Meaning of name: Brilliant and its in Latin… Cool right
5. Nickname: Sasa, Clar
6. Screen name: Love is space and time measured by the heart
7. D.O.B: 7th August 1989
8. Place of birth: Singapore Gleneagles (is tt how u spell it) hospital
9. Nationality: Singaporean
10. Current location: Sitting at my table taking a break off studying
11. Star sign: Leo
12. Religion: Free tinkle
13. Height: 155 cm
14. Weight: Haha… Y should I say man… Damn heavy correct already
15. Shoe size: 5
16. Hair colour: Lets see… Brown and some bronze colour tingy…
17. Eye colour: Brown and erm black
18. Who do you look like: Erm, myself
19. Innie or outtie: Both
20. Leftie or rightie: Righ
21. Gay, straight, bi or others: Straight duh den??????
22. Best friends: Marc, my girlfriends – Mathilda, Beatrice, Charlotte, Regina
23. Best friend you trust most: Marc and Mathilda
24. favourite pals: My dance friends, and my classmates in poly – Eveleen, Mellissa, Grace and Josephine
25. Best friend of opposite sex: Marc
26. Best buddies: My best friends and my favourite pals
27. Boyfriend or girlfriend: Single…
28. Crush: For me to know and for you not to find out…
29. Parents: Lian Ann and Wendy Wong
30. Worst enemy: No1 I think
31. favourite online guy: No one
32. favourite online girl: all my female good friends
33. Craziest friend: Mat I think…
34. Advice friend: I think I dunnoe who…
35. Loudest friend: Beatrice
36. Person you cry with: By myself…
37. Any sisters: My younger sister Shaina
38. Any brothers: N0
39. Any pets: My daddy’s pet wish
40. Any disease: Dun think so ba
41. Pagers: Nope
42. Personal phone line: Yup if handphone is counted
43. Cell phone: Sony Ericsson K750i
44. Lava lamp: Nope
45. Pool or hot tub: Pool.
46. A car: I wish
47. Your personality: I dunnoe… Very emotional… erm… My shoulders and ears are for everyone
48. Driving: After I get my lisence
49. Room: By myself…
50. What’s missing: Something I’m missing
51. School: Ngee Ann Polytechnic, School oh Humanities, Early Childhood
52. Bed colour: Red and blue I think
53. Relationship with parents: Very good
54. Believe in yourself: Okie only
55. Believe in love at first sight: No… Impression at 1st sight… Love is different
56. Good listener: I think so
57. Get along well with parents: Pretty okie lah
58. Save email conversations: Yup… And those sweet and lovely ones…
59. Pray: Always.
60. Believe in reincarnation: Yes
61. Make fun of people: Okie lah…
62. Like to talk on the phone: Yup… I lyk…
63. Want to get married: Obvious…
64. Like to drive: Mayb I think…
65. Motion sickness: Depends… I think…
66. Eat stem of broccoli: Nope…
67. Eat chicken with fork: Depends…
68. Dream in colour: I don't remember?
69. Type with your fingers on home role: I dun understand
70. Sleep with stuff animals: Yup… duh… Lots if them…
71. Next to you: My books…
72. On the walls of your room: The air con
73. On your mousepad: I dun have one
74. Dream car: I dunnoe…
75. Dream date: I think it muz be something very very romantic
76. Dream honeymoon spot: Hawaii and maldives
77. Dream husband or wife: Erm… I dunnoe who…
78. Bedtime: I got no time to slp mah…
79. Under your bed: Nothing…
80. Single most important question: I dunnoe…
81. Bad time of a day: I dunnoe when have not enough sleep
82. Your worst fear: heights… and I dunnoe
83. The weather is: Warm…
84. Time: 0036
85. Date: 21st August 2006
86. Best trick did on someone: I dunnoe
87. Theme song: Wad theme song
88. Hardest thing about growing up: Experiencing heartache
89. Funniest experience: I dunnoe… Cannot remember…
90. Scariest experience: I think on the overhead bridge
91. Silliest thing you have ever said: I dunnoe…
92. Most desperate and funniest thing i have done to get the opposite sex: Like how…
93. Scariest thing while you are with your friends: I dunnoe…
94. Worst feeling: Cramps and feeling lonely…
95. Best feeling in the world: Being loved..
96. AND NOW THE SABOTAGING BEGINS!!! CHOOSE EIGHT TO DO THE QUIZ!!! - Deborah, Charlotte, Marc, Mathilda, Eveleen, Mellissa, Liz

Gone are the days where i have someone to fall back on... Gone are the days where i can cry to someone all my sorrows... Gone are the days when i'm able to hug him and call him daddy... Gone are the days when i can hug him and say daddy i love you; daddy i miss you; daddy carry me will you. Gone are the days whereby you can assure me that everything is just going to fall back into place as time goes by. Gone are the days when someone can break that psychological barrier of mine. Gone are the days when someone can tell me with the arm over mine, and his hand on my shoulder telling me to have confidence in myself and go and whack the paper...

All i want is to hear it from him... I know wad i'm suppose to do... It never occur me how terrible i'm feeling deep down inside.. When can i ever cry it all out... Y can't i do that... Y must i keep everything in... I feel terrible... I feel so stress over the exams... Its lyk my 1sat exams in the new world, and no1 is there for me... Where are you seriously... Where are you when i seriously need you...

Daddy, i need you, i really do... why didn't you see me receive my results, y didn't you see me receive all my certificates during award ceremony.... Y didn't you see me into my 1st day of poly... Y didn't you assure me that everything is going to me fine... You promis me so much... Is it not going to be fulfilled.... Daddy, i need you, i really need you... Daddy my exams are coming... I'm experiencing wad i'm experiencing last year.. I know i got to be confident of myself, i know i have to look forward and walk the road, but i cannot... I'm frighten...

Life changed alot alot... I've lost someone close, i became very philosopical abt family esp love ones... I"m neglecting alot of my friends, i turn to dance when i need to turn to you, i'm drowning my sorrows in dance, i'm drowning myself in studies and worries... I'm forbidden to do lots of things, my piorities changed.... I lost someone i love... Am i going to find that love again... Who can even give me... I feel empty.. I feel lost... I feel cold... I feel alone...

Is that warmth coming back... Is the light of my life going to shine back on me... Is my faith coming back... Is my grace and poise coming back... Is my life coming back... Is my cofidence coming back... Y am i not be honest to myself... Y muz i lie to myself... Why why why????? Why am i asking for things that isn't going to happen... Why am i still asking.. Why can't i trust myself... Why am i lying... Why can't i reverse everything... Haiz... Why can't time juz stop during that time... Why why why?

God!! I'm scared... I'm not who i use to be... I pray to you that, you'll allow my life to fall back into place... Dear God, guide me and lead me... I leave my life in your hands, take me if you want to... Allow me to be who i use to be... I miss the old me... Dear God, do not ever leave me in this dark world of mine... I know you send me friends, but then again, my world is still dark... Dear Lord, i lift my sorrows and my life to you... Please carry on being a part of me... You know wads running through my mind...

Oh well.. I sound so negative... Oh well.. Think i will end here now lah... Cya... I'll still be praying for a better day for me...

To Andrea: Dear darling, i miss you... I know you're leaving for Canada in lyk 2 days... Its a pity that i didn't get to see you this time round... I really wished i did... I want to send you off... I got lots to share with you, but oh well.... All i want to tell you is that i love you and i miss you, do not ever forget me... And i wish you all the best with that lucky guy... Keep me updated via msn or by email k... Send me photos k... Via snail mail or via email k... -hugs- All the best... Study hard and God bless... remember back home here in Singapore there's always a me waiting for you ya... =)

Hello... Been a while since i updated ya.. Its lyk either dun have time too or is that i'm too lazy... Have been dead tired recently... My exams are approaching... Its lyk i have 5 days more to CD1.1. Den 8 days more to CS1.1 and 9 days more to CD1.2... After that o'm lyk having holidays till 16 October... Results would be released in th middle of September... Its lyk my 1st exam in a new school... And a total new environment... I'm scared lah.. I had never felt so scared for any of my examinations... And i mean it this time.. I'm seriously petrified... I dunnoe how i'll fair... I dunnoe how its going to be lyk... I juz pray that God and Daddy's with me... And i hope that everything will go s plan... I really wish and i hope that i can do well... I dun wish for a repetition of Sec 4 Prelims again... This time around, i've got no1 to break that barrier for me... Haiz.. So negative...

Now i only got my piano and my books to keep me relax... But i dun feel that relax though... Oh well... Everything juz isn't falling in the right place... So many things are happening... My life has made a 180 degrees change, and it juz stop moving, it doesn't even want to turn back to where it started... Life is juz so tough... Y is my cross heavier den others... I"m already stress enough... Den i oso have to bear so many other things.... Haiz... Oh well...

the 1st 7 month is coming to an end soon... The next 7th month is coming up.. Oh well... This year is a terrible and wierd year for me... 1st daddy's passing... Den poly... Den my life... Its seriously during this year that i realise that my presence and everyone's presence on earth is in someway to touch each other's life... my daddy was here in my life, he left me footprints that allow me to follow... Ms Leow too... She was here in my life, she has oso left footprints behind for me to follow... i hope the day i close my chapter on earth, i'm doing the same, no no, mayb not... I hope i somehow has left footprints and touched my friends life in someway or another during my presence in their life... That will serve me a whole lot of purpose on living...

Oh well... i'm going to either play the piano, or go study le...

dancesport
twenty

alison

cheryl-dance

chong aik-SGDF

daryl

deborah

jasmine-dance

jen jen

li juan

lina-dance

liz

lynn

mathilda

marc

melissa

melody

sarah-marie

SGDF [Singapore Dancesport federation]

shaina

sheng hong

S&G [Shawn & Gladys Dance World]

sofya

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