Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Hello..I'm back to update..The song in the last post is 1 of my favourite Rhumba songs...It brings out alot of my emotions when i'm dancing Rhumba...I lyk to dance to this song...Wonder why they never play this song during the competition...I think if they play this song... Chances of getting better results is very high...This song juz expresses everything...There's the translated version...But i lyk the spanish version...That's the beauty of language right...Spanish...So romantic...So sad...So lovely..I'm going to learn spanish...I dun care...French is also another very lovely language...But sadly all the music played for Latin dance is in either Spanish or English...Mayb after i learn spanish & am able to understand wad they're saying, i would be able to feel more of the dance...I love Rhumba...Am so in love with dancing...I feel so free & expressive while dancing...I can channel all my feelings & energy while i'm dancing...The next dance i muz learn to love is waltz...Standard is not my cup of tea...But Standard expresses much more den Latin...Latin is fast & movey...Standard is fixed...Not much expression... Alot of footwork...But mayb after a while & lots of practices later...I mayb competing in Standard oso...I may not know...But if i were to go into serious competing, the Standard coustume is much more expensive den Latin...I wanna change my routine for both Cha cha & Rhumba..But for Grade E, my routine will do...I will have to change my routine s i go into different grade... Now my only hope is that i get the Team Singapore track suit...But tt's when i represent Singapore & am a Grade C dancer...So i've to work towards tt...Pretty challenging job...But i think i'm willing to take it up...I hope we can make it into Grade D 1st...The rain is pouring so heavily....Its making me mood swing all over again...I wish i was still in a lovey-dovy mood...I wish i had a bf to fall back on...But... Wads most impt now for me is my studies...falling in love will only get me hurt...See wad i mean...I can transfer all my emotions into Rhumba...All my lovey-dovy emotions into the Dance of Love...That way...The flavour of the dance will be potrayed...But then again...It takes 2 hands to clap...Even if i inject in emotions, it will not makethe dance a perfect dance...so it cannot be a only me thing...Ya..Oh well...Shall end here ya...Cya..
Monday, October 23, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
Jennifer Lopez and Marc Athony- No Me Ames
Speak : spanish
Artist: Jennifer Lopez Lyrics
Song: No Me Ames(Duet with Marc Anthony) Lyrics
Dime porqu lloras
De felicidad
Y porqu te ahogas
Por la soledad
Di porqu me tomas, fuerte asi,
mis manos, y tus pensamientos te van llevando
Yo te quiero tanto
Y porqu ser
Loco testarudo, no lo dudes ms,
aunque en el futuro haya un muro enorme,
yo no tengo miedo, quiero enamorarme
No me ames, porque pienses que
parezco diferente
T no piensas que es lo justo,
ver pasar el tiempo juntos
No me ames, que comprendo,
la mentira que seri
Si tu amor no merezco, no me ames,
mas qudate otro da
No me ames, porque estoy perdido,
porque cambi el mundo, porque es el
destino, porque no se puede, somos un espejo,
Y t as seras lo que yo
de m reflejo
No me ames, para estar muriendo,
dentro de una guerra llena de
arrepentimientos, no me ames para estar
en tierra, quiero alzar el
vuelo, con
tu gran amor por el azul del cielo
(SHORT BREAK)
No s que decirte, esa es la verdad,
si la gente quiere, sabe lastimar
T y yo partiremos, ellos no se mueven,
pero en este cielo sola no me dejes
No me dejes, no me dejes, no me escuches,
si te digo "no me ames"
No me dejes, no desarmes,
mi corazn con ese "no me ames"
No me ames, te lo ruego, me amargura djame
Sabes bien, que no puedo, que es intil,
que siempre te amar
No me ames, pues te har sufrir con este
corazn que se llen de mil inviernos
No me ames, para as olvidarte de tus das grises, quiero que me ames
solo por amarme
No me ames, t y yo volaremos,
uno con el otro y seguiremos siempre juntos
Este amor es como el sol que sale tras de la tormenta
Como dos cometas en la misma estela
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"Dont love me"
Tell me why you're crying...
Of happiness.
And why are you drowning?
for loneliness
Tell me why you take my hands so strongly,
and let your thoughts carry you away
I love you so much
And why is that?
Crazy stubborn person, stop doubting it any longer
Even though in the future there will be a huge wall
I'm not afraid, I want to fall in love
Dont love me, because you think that
I may appear different
You dont think its right
For us to see time go by together?
Dont love me, I understand
the lie that it would be
If your love, I don;t deserve, dont love me,
just stay another day
Dont love me, because I am lost,
Because I changed the world,Because its destiny
Because it can't be, We both are like a mirror,
And you would be my own reflection
Don't love me, you would be dying
Within a war full of regrets,dont love me to be on this
Earth, I would like to throw your enormous love
thru the blue sky.
(SHORT BREAK)
I dont know what to say to you, that's the truth
When people want to, they know how to hurt
You and I will depart, they would not move,
But in this sky dont leave me alone
Dont leave me, dont leave me, dont listen to me
If I say to you "dont love me"
Dont let me. Do not disable
my heart with that "Dont love me"
Dont love me, I'm begging you, leave me with my bitternes
You know well, that I can't, that its useless,
That I will always love you
Dont love me,because I would make you suffer with this heart of mine
that was filled with a thousand winters.
Dont love me,so that way you can forget of your gray days.
I want you to love me, just to love me
Dont love me, you and I will fly,
With with the other, and we will always be together
This love is like the sun that comes out after the storm
Like 2 comets on the same path
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
HELLO!!!!!!!
Juz came back from comp...
Guess wads the results...
Guess how my partner & I faired...
This is how we faired...
**Waltz - knock out during 1st round**
**Cha Cha - Got into 2nd heats den knocked out**
**Rhumba - Got into finals & into 8th place**
**WALTZ**
Its lyk the 1st dance for me...
Scary...
I was very panicky...
I was frighten...
My partner & i stopped if i never remember wrongly... twice...
Den we thought tt we got knocked out...
But surprisingly. we got into the next round...
We did better during the 2nd round...
We were still nervous...
Stopped a few, i think twice again...
But this time, we bow wrongly...
Haha...
Anyway... The results came out...
We got knocked out...
**Cha Cha Cha**
Den came cha cha..
My partner & I went off timing during the 1st time...
I knew @ tt moment tt we wun make it in...
I was sad...
But amazingly, we got in to the next heat...
I was "Huh... WTH" when Taz tld me tt we got into the next round for Cha Cha...
Den i was lyk thinking...
I've got to do my best...
But when the results were out...
My partner & u got knocked out after tt...
**RHUMBA**
Its lyk OMG for me lah...
To me... Its a make up for my Cha cha..
I never expected myself to even win something...
I only wished that i get into the finals...
But i got into top 8...
Tt's really amazing lah...
I was on the verge of tears when i found out that i got into the finals...
My partner was damn damn happy too...
But there was a slip during finals..
Both my partner & I agreed tt we didn't dance s well during our semi-finals...
We did so much better during the semis lah...
Haiz... Oh well..
In the end we still made it into top 8...
I was on top of the moon the moment i got my cert...
I was really really happy...
I know the results isn't that great, but i know i did wad i could & its better to get something den nothing...
Its my 1st competition & i won something...
That is already a great achievement for me...
& i sincerely thank God & everyone who prayed for a smooth sailing comp for me...
Anyway... Above is my feelings during the comp...
So the great news for our batch for Grade E is that....
FAIZ & CHERYL CAME IN 2nd FOR GRADE E RHUMBA!!!!!!!
That was lyk the highlight of the day lah...
Saturday for me was really tiring...
Woke up @ lyk 0615 to shower...
Came out of the shower went over to Fiona' & Jasmine room through the inter-linked door...
Did my make up with the help of Madeline & Vanessa Tay... *Thanks Madeline & V Tay*
My make up was nice...
I was very happy with it...
Den went down to collect no tags & test the floor...
after that went back to the room & got changed...
Went to compete in our waltz...
After the 2nd round, we went up to change for latin...
Came back down & did our latin...
got our results & everything...
Den went back up to change & get ready for the night event & competitors buffet...
Got into my nice long gown...
Went for buffet..
After tt felt cold..
So went up to get sweater...
But came down with nothing... Cuz it was so un-glam.,..
Den met Cheryl & Michelle.
They said that it was very cold in the ballroom lah...
& so i went up to get my sweater again... So un-glam lah...
when i came down, Fiona, Caryn, Yy, Lenny & my partner went up to change for the night event..
Den during the night event, i had terrible gastric pain lah...
couldn't really eat...
den before the 1st general dancing, i went to the toliet & force myself to throw up in hopes of feeling better...
After that came back did general dancing...
Danced with Yy & Lenny & my partner...
After tt the prog carried on...
Every1 frm team singapore danced really well...
I was feeling very terrible again...
So this time i went back up to the room to take my medicine...
Den i felt better...
By the time i came back down...
It was close to e 2nd time general dancing...
This time my partner & I did Waltz & Rhumba...
Danced with Darren the cha cha 1st before dancing with my partner...
Its so much fun...
So the results for the night event...
**Juvernile: Timothy & Wan Qin - 2nd**
**Junior: Chong Aik & Riane - 2nd**
**Standard Grade A: Kelvin & Rosanne - Top 7**
**Standard Grade A: Vasily & Priscilla - Top 3**
**Latin Grade C: Daryl & Pamela - Top 3**
**Latin Grade A(open): Melvin & Sharon - Champion**
So great right..
After that we went for supper...
That's the best day for me....
It was really enjoyable....
Today, we went shopping...
Started walking at the duty free area right beside the hotel...
its lyk really small lah...
took an hour the most to finish walking the whole shopping area...
Den we saw the Melvin, Sharon & the rest...
After which, we all decide to take a taxi down to City Square (if i'm not wrong)
I shared cab with Janani & Faiz...
Melvin, Mat & Tax took the taxi behing ours....
After that, Janani, Desmond, Taz, Mat, Melvin, Faiz, Kelvin & I started shopping around...
We got things we needed...
I bought a dress, some chocolates & tapioca chips for my mum...
Desmond, Taz, Melvin & Mat bought shoes...
Faiz bought office wear...
Janani bought hair accessories...
Haha...
Its pretty fun...
Kelvin was lyk walking around shopping with us...
We were meeting lots of pple along the way...
Haha...
Pple lyk Tiara, Sharon & Connie, Xue Min & Partner, Brain & the NTU pple, etc...
Haha...
All in all...
I conclude that my 3 days 2 night trip to Johor is really really fun...
Haha...
enjoy the times i spent with my friends...
Really got to know pple better...
Fun times fly past real fast...
Tmr going back to school...
the pictures for the comp, i shall upload soon...
Once they send everything to me...
That's all...
Cya...
=)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Hello..School started for me on Monday...Its pretty taxing lah... So here's my timetable for the semester...Monday:0800-1600Tuesday:Odd weeks: 0900-1130Even weeks: 0900-1500Wednesday:Odd weeks: 0800-1500Even weeks: 0800-1800Thursday:Odd weeks: 0800-1700Even weeks: 0800-1600Friday:1400-1600That's lesson time excluding CCA...Including CCA, here goes for tues & thurs...Tues: 0900-2200Thurs: 0800-2200Long hours uh...Its so tiring to wake up & beat the crowds so as to reach school before 0800I'm seeing common faces...I've got lectures lyk Belinda, Komala & Sukuna as my lecturers...Anyway... Here are my lecturers...Curriculum Studies - Philip Koh & Corina ChuChild Development - Julianna Ng-FurtadoChild Health & Nutrition - KomalaLanguage Arts - KomalaMusic & Drama - BelindaPrinciples & Practices for Classroom Management - Corina ChuNow the only lecturer that i haven met is for the Social & Community Values module tingy...Wonder who the lecturer is.So far lesson's okie...Some are boring...Some just gets us high...Some are juz plainly interesting...Some lecturers are really funny...Haha...Anyway.. Thats about school...Dance...I'm leaving for Johor on Friday..Friday... Thank God i've got a lovely change of timetable... *Only for that friday*
I go to school @ 1100 & I'm done by 1430...That means I'm able to go home & rest before i leave home for S&G & to Johor...Tmr is lyk the final dance practice for Sat's Comp lah...Honestly speaking...This is my 1st competition & i'm damn scared...Really i am...I'm nervous...Look of thoughts running through my head...But I've decided to leave the results of my competition in God's hands...He will decide it for me...The practices has been a terrible 1 for me...The ball of my feet hurts lyk mad...I'm prone to twisting my ankle these few prctices...I'm starting to fall sick... *Die*Oh my...This is so terrible...This Sat is oso Deepavali...This is the 1st time i'm absent from it..I feel guilty though...Mummy & Shaina will be left @ home..I feel damn damn emotional now...Mummy's not sending me off on Friday, but she's picking me up on Sunday... Oh well..Shall end here now...Cya...
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Hello...Back to juz write something...COMPETITION IS IN 1 WEEK PLUS!!!!!!!Oh man...I'm scared...Seriously...I'm lyk not even ready lah...Cha cha cha, Rhumba & Waltz...I bought all my stuff already... *I hope*Bought lyk wad 5 packet of crystals to 'crystalise' my dress...& i juz found out tt its insufficient...So tmr i need to get 1 more packet...In total... Tt's 6 packets... I seriously hope tt those 6 packets are enough man...
Its not cheap know...1 packet of crystals cost $18...So you can imagine...$18 x 6 = $108...Tt's alot...Plus make up...I dunnoe how much i spend on tt man...If the crystals alone is $108 plus make up i think tt's $200...Tt's my whole month allowance...This competition is expensive...Juz the crystals alone cost me a bomb...Haiz... Oh well...Actually tt's all tt i have in my mind lah...Shaina's exams's coming to an end le...Tmr her 2nd last day of exams...& by friday afternoon...She's free...Tmr she's going to take her Science & D&T paper...Friday is Maths...I hope she will do well..Mummy & Shaina were sick on Monday...Shaina went to school...@ 8++am, i receive a call from Ms Chow asking Mummy to go pick her up from school cuz she's sick..Den we went down...Realising that Shaina was not allowed to do her 1st 2 papers...Den brought her to see the doctor...Mummy oso went to see...Cuz she wasn't feeling very well..So we found out tt Mummy & Shaina were sick...I'm the only healthy 1... Haha...So ya..Mummy has been sick since Monday till today...Ya...Poor Mummy...Hope she gets well soon... ya...Okie lah... Think i shall end here now...Cya...
Monday, October 02, 2006
Monday, October 02, 2006
Hello...Today's mummy's birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!!I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!DADDY TOO!!!!!!!!!!Anyway... Its lyk 3am 2nd October's morning & i'm still up...I shall talk abt events that happen on the 1st October...Oh yes...1st October's CHILDREN's DAY!!!HAPPY CHILDREN's DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!I wish i was still a kid again...So Children's Day...Went to Aunty Kath's hse...Had BBQDen Aunty Kath they all celebrated mummy's birthday...Aunty Zhu bought for mummy a whilte chocolate cake & a bouquet of orchids...Mummy cried...She really cried... *Poor mummy*She misses daddy so much...Haiz...Oh well...Anyhow... I should put down how i feel abt my lovely memories...My Girlfriends: Mathilda, Beatrice, Charlotte, Regina & Li TingThanks for always being there for me when i needed all the support in the world...Thanks for cheering me on everytime i felt lyk i was failing... Thanks for always making my day.. =)To Mat:Thanks so much for everything... You r seriously my best gf... You gave me your ears when i was down... Thanks for your shoulders when i needed to cry on... Thanks for the love... You gave me all you could to support me through mytimes... Thanks for the advice...To Charlotte:Thanks for the lovely memories & letters we wrote to each other in Sec 2.. Thanks for all the fun we used to have in Sec 2 & Sec 4...To Beatrice:Thanks for all the entertainment when we were bored during class times in Sec 4... Thanks for the listening ear when i needed one & u were the only 1 beside me in the bus... Thanks...To Li Ting:Thanks for the advices & listening ear you gave to me when you offered to share my saddness... Thanks for everything you've done... Collecting my homework when i'm sick... Reminding me to do my homework cuz of my bad memory... Helping me buy food when i'm not eating... Lending me money when i dun have enough... Taking my books frm my locker every morning with Mathilda when i'm late for school... Sharing our joys & tears from Pri 5 - Sec 4... Thanks so much...To Regina:Though i knew u for lyk wad 2 years... Thanks for always making me smile & making my day...My best friend: MarcThanks for being right there for me everytime i'm sad... Espescially during daddy's wake & funeral... Thanks for sharing all my joys & tears though sometimes it events tt i've hurt you too..Thanks for crying with me, smiling with me throughout these couple of years... Thanks for always believing in me.. Thanks for the encouragement... Thanks for all your compliments & praises... Thanks for the time in Genting... Thanks for everything... Literally everything... =)Dance friends: Desmond, Deborah, Lenny, Yy, Caryn, Carrie, Darren, Jasmine & MichelleThanks for everything... The listening ears... The crying shoulders.... The late nights....To Desmond:Thanks for all the encouragement & advices... Thanks for waiting for me early in the morning when i'm late & catch a cab with me... Thanks for taking care of me... Thanks for the late night calls & the hugs whenever i'm sad... Thanks for letting me speak my mind... Thanks for allowing my tears to flow & being an audience beside me... Thanks for allowing me to know that the world is not ending for me... Thanks for allowing me to feel e brotherly love from you...To Deborah:Thanks for being there for me... Thanks for studying with me during my 1st exams... Thanks for making me feel loved...To Lenny:Thanks for rushing me to sleep when its late... Thanks for caring...To Yy:Thanks for listening... Thanks for the advices... Thanks for the honesty... Thanks for the love as a friend... Thanks for the concern...To Caryn:Thanks for the friendship... Thanks for the love you showered... The care & the concern... Thanks for the listening ear...To Carrie:Thanks for the late night chats... Thanks for the lovely encouragement when i need them & u too... Thanks for caring... Thanks for loving...To Darren:Thanks for making me laugh when i'm down... Though you're pretty irritating, but thanks for making me laugh when i cannot laugh...To Jasmine:Thanks for the encouragement... Thanks for making my day juz to see you & hear your encouragement...To Michelle:Thanks for making me smile during dance with your beautiful smile & words... Thanks...My Classmates: Mellissa, Eveleen, Grace & JosephineYou guys are the pple that make my day everyday during school term... Thanks for being there with me during lectures & tutorials...To Mellissa:Thanks for the advices... Thanks for the entertainment during boring classes... Thanks for the smile... Thanks for the laughter... Thanks for the fun...To Eveleen:Thanks for the hugs... Thanks for the listening ear... Thanks for helping me when i need help... Thanks for taking the bus with me... Thanks for the company...To Grace:Thanks for the laughter & the fun... Thanks for getting all of us to work... Thanks for the advices & the smiles...To Josephine:Thanks for the laughter & the craziness... Thanks for the encouragement... Thanks for everything...I thank God for these pple... I've no regrets being their friends & being part of their lives...I really treasure the friendship i share with each & everyone of them...I love them all...Okie lah.....Shall end here now...Cya... =)
