Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
HELP!!!!!!!!I'm stress... really stressed out...The project deadlines are drawing nearer, and nearer and NEARER!!!!!!and i've got so much to complete within such a short time *this sounds familiar*anyhow... I really got alot to complete...The stress level is increasing.. My mood is starting to swing..This sem is scary... Really scary...I've got 2 sit 4 papers at the end of this sem...& all my work is so theoretical...So theory based...
The whole thing is juz getting to me...I haven't been slping...I haven't been resting...I'm juz thinking abt lots & lots of stuff...I miss my daddy...Honestly the missing my daddy thing is getting at me.... Really...I dunnoe why...I just know that something's missing...Mayb its cuz i'm too stressed up with projects lah...I hope it will juz end soon... Oh well...Forget it lah...Think its juz me me & more me...OH well... Shall end here then...
Friday, November 17, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
The PrayerCharlotte
I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe
Josh
La luce che to dai
Charlotte
I pray we'll find your light
Josh
Nel cuore restera?
Charlotte
And hold it in our hearts
Josh
A ricordarchi che
Charlotte
When stars go out each night
Josh
L'eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Charlotte
Let this be our prayer
Josh
Quanta fede c'a
Charlotte
When shadows fill our day
Josh
Lead us to a place
Charlotte
Guide us with your grace
Both
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Both
Sognamo un mondo senza pia? violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita?
Josh
La forza che ci dai
Charlotte
We ask that life be kind
Josh
E'il desiderio che
Charlotte
And watch us from above
Josh
Ognuno trovi amore
Charlotte
We hope each soul will find
Josh
Intorno e dentro a sa
Charlotte
Another soul to love
Both
Let this be our prayer
Charlotte
Let this be our prayer
Josh
Just like every child
Charlotte
Just like every child
Both
Needs to find a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Both
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera?
Translation:
The light that you give us
Will stay in our hearts
Reminding us
That in my prayer
You are an everlasting star
There's so much faith
We dream of a world with no more violence
A world of justice and hope
Grasp your neighbors hand
As a symbol of peace and brotherhood
The strength that you give us
Is the wish
That everyone may find love
In and around himself
And the faith that
You've lit inside us
I feel will save us ____________________________Am doing my report now..Really tired...School work these days can seriously kill me...I'm so tired & all already...Oh gosh how...
Anyway tmr's Ms Ng's Wedding...
Hehe... Going for her wedding mass with her students...
All of these students are lyk my sister's age lah...
Its lyk wad going on an outing with small children...
Haha... They ain't that small lah.. But younger den me & all...
So ya...
haha...
Later going to buy present for Ms Ng...
I oso need to get a dress for tmr....
I'm lyk so so in need of different coloured clothes...
Haha...
I realise my range of clothes are within certain colours only...
sian...
Oh well..
I think i shall end here now...
I got a 500-800 word summary to complete today...
i'm so dead...
Cya...
Monday, November 13, 2006
Monday, November 13, 2006
too little too late by jojo
What do you expect me to say (You know it's just too little too late)You take my hand, and you say you've changedBut boy you know your beggin don't fool meBecause to you it's just a gameSo let me on downCause time has made me strongI'm starting to move onI'm gonna say this nowYour chance has come and goneAnd you knowIt's just too little too lateA little too wrongAnd I can't waitBoy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)You say you dream of my faceBut you don't like meYou just like the chaseTo be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)I was young and in loveI gave you everything but it wasn't enoughAnd now you wanna communicateGo find someone elseIn lettin you go, I'm lovin myselfYou gotta problemBut don't come askin me for helpCause ya knowIt's just too little too lateA little too wrongAnd I can't waitBoy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)You say you dream of my faceBut you don't like meYou just like the chaseTo be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)I can love with all of my heart babyI know I have so much to give (I have so much to give)With a player like you, I don't have a prayerThat's the way to live, yeah ohIt's just too little, too lateYeahIt's just too little too lateA little too wrongAnd I can't waitBoy you know all the right things to say (You know it's just too little too late)You say you dream of my faceBut you don't like meYou just like the chaseTo be real, it doesn't matter anyway (You know it's just too little too late)
Monday, November 13, 2006
DANCE COMPETITION: 16th DECEMBER 2006 @ SP!!!!!!Its a month more to the comp... I'm running out of cash for my private lessons...Oh how man...Next month i still need to get earrings & bangles for my competition...I'm using my thick chunky necklace for latin & waltz...If i have to buy bangles that means i have to buy crystals... Oh how man...Where am i going to even find the money man...haiz...Oh how how...Private lessons is sucking me all dry lah..Haiz... Sian... Man...I've got tons of assignment to complete this few weeks...MYC - Individual & group Deadline: 29th November 2006FP1.2 - Individual Report (Physical [checklist] & cognitive [work sample]) Deadline: 27th November 2006LAECY - Big book Deadline: 5th December 2006CS 1.2 - Electronic portfolio of story Deadline: sometime in Dec...This is all my work... I'm lyk so dead...& out of the blue suddenly i got to complete a 500-800 word summary on brain research... SO MUCH WORK!!!!Okie lah...I've got to go type my work le...Cya...
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Back to update...Went to watch Notre Dame De Paris today with Mel, Eveleen, Jo & Grace...The show was really good man...Had to watch that show for our project...Its expensive but worth it...Now i wanna watch Phantom of the Opera...So i have to save up money...The singing was really good...The acrobats too man...They deserve all the applauses...It was literally FANATASTIC!!!!!!!Good show choice...I can rate it out of 5 stars, 5 STARS man...Really its that good...The staging & the whole thing...But the ending is a bit sad lah...Quite unexpected for me oso lah...I really love the musical though its in French...Haha...I juz came from dinner with Brian & his friend Amy *if i never remember her name wrongly*Went up to the esplanade roof top garden to slack for a while...Memories came flooding back...
Suddenly though...Dunnoe why...I miss those lovely memories...My birthday this year...My daddy & my last esplanade concert in the concert hall...The SAJC dance performance with Marc @ the Esplanade Theatre...The Esplanade is a really nice place, together with the one Fullerton...The next nicest place would be the new Vivo City....The scenary is really beautiful...A recommended spot for dates & memory relieving...Its simply lovely lah...Its oso good for a nice chat...A heart to heart chat or causal chat with a friend & for catching ups & spending time... Haha...Its really nice...I juz love the waters, the sun & the sun...They're my favourite...I miss BAND!!!!!!I miss my BABY CLARINET!!!!!!Oh my...When would i be able to go back for band...Okie lah...Shall end here now...Cya...
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Hello...Back to update though...Been really lazy...So haven updated...Dance is getting okie...My dances are being polished...But i think i strained my muscles....Its lyk everytime i do a cha cha cha, my waist are hurts...& it hurts really bad...It feels lyk i'm having stitches...But its lyk even after dance when i'm walking, i feel the pain too...Haiz... Oh well...Taz's telling me abt emptiness....Its something that i've been feeling for ages...Really ages...I mean it...Its lyk after daddy's passing... I felt lost & empty... Cuz he isn't there...Den after that everything didn't fall in place...I felt worst...Now i'm feeling ever so terrible...I've decided to let it all go...Juz concentrate on wad i'm doing...Mayb i'm juz not ready for anything...Oh well...Now... Haiz...Forget it...I've got to learn to let go...So ya...I think i shall end here... this entry is really short...Cuz i've got nothing to say oso...