Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Hello---*January's coming to an end...T h e f i r s t m o n t h o f J A N U A R Y i s f i n a l l y c o m i n g t o a n e n d**EXAMS ARE DRAWING NEARER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I've fallen quite sick these past 3 weeks...First 1 & a half weeks i was down with serious flu, Den the next 1 & a half weeks, i had very major tension headache, This stupid tension headache caused me to have fever, giddy spells and numbness of my arms & legs.Horrible right...Miss school for god knows how many times already....So sorry to all my project mates.I know my absence from school actually majorly affected the group works...So sorry...I promise i'll make it to school everyday for the final week of school...That will be done if i dun fall sick again...That's school....Dance is next...This coming friday (2nd February 2007)The juniors from the formation team would be having a performance @ NUS....Cool right...Though its really near exams, but guessed tt's the final relaxation time b4 i start mugging...I'm still thinking if i shld partner some1 outside Ngee Ann for this March comp & mayb stay on with the same partner till something terrible happens...-cross fingers if i stay on, nothing terrible happens-Guess will talk to Vanessa for advice first, before making any move...I'm sort of off the dancing along thing, Though i think i need more time to sort more of it out...I realise i really cannot judge pple juz by the looks & the sweet words they've said...Zhi ren zhi bian bu zhi xin...I've finally understood wad it means...Some pple say 1 thing, & do another...Such pple i cannot stand...But oh well...I'm not put here to change every1 to my liking...But oh well...I think i should juz stay away...14th February - VALENTINE'S DAY is approaching...Can't wait for that day....Not only becuz its valentine's day,But also because that day is also the last day of my exams...After that is official holiday for me till results release...=)Anyway..31st January 2007...I'm officially out of Blk 123 Serangoon North Ave 1...I'm moving hse to Blk 533 Ang Mo Kio Ave 5...That's my new house...Its a really lovely house...Its going to be a cozy little home for mummy, Shaina & I....Its going to a whole new start for the whole family...The year has finally come to an end...1 year juz flew by juz lyk tt...Fast uh...Oh well...I shall end here now...Its like 0518 on 28th Jan....I really need to crash for a while before i start my day again...So ya...Ciaoz...Loves...=)
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Just when i thought things were going smoothly..My hopes & dreams came tumbling down...It has to happen again by the exact same person...Am i fool or wad...I've let it go...His dreams are fulfilled, what abt mine...Who's going to even care abt mine...I'm going to dance alone now till that right partner comes along...Shld i still represent Ngee Ann...Shld i juz advance by myself...Wad am i suppose to do...I never stop dancing in my life...Melvin wants me to represent Ngee Ann...Is that wad i really want, Or should i just represent SGDF & myself...Will that work...If i do that, i wun have subsidy wad so eva, but i know i will be happy...But... Haiz...Gosh....Wad am i suppose to even do...I'm lost...I'm at my wits end...I dunnoe how to carry on...It think i will juz end up dancing by myself, till that partner comes by...I'll have to just miss this international competition...I'll just have to forgo my IVP status....I'll just have to be by myself...Oh well....I think i can conceal my emotions pretty welll...I miss the secondary school times..Esp the times with Mat, Beat, Lotte, Li Ting, Krismaine, Rachael, Wei Li, Regina.Those were the times when i knew that my emotions were true...I didn't even need to conceal any of my feelings...I could be so open to them...But now...I miss them all...I haven't even found pple i can trust lyk i trust them in Ngee Ann...Mayb Desmond yes...But... Oh well...Mat & the rest of the gfs...I miss you guys to bits...Words cannot express how much i miss all of you...& the secondary school times...I dun want to think already lah..wad can i do other den not think...
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Many many things happen over the past few days...
My spirits were dampen,
My hopes shattered...
My dreams had to be put to a stopped for a moment.....
It all happened on tuesday night...
It all ended...
I saw it coming...
I'm furious at the selfishness,
I'm furious at the reason given..
But what can i do...
NOTHING!
Oh well...
Now i've alone..
I now hope my wish will be able to come true...
There's nothing i can do now except to pray...
Every1's advancing fast...
I use to have my fair share of advancing as fast as them,
But now it has stopped..
Its all a learning experience..
its the 1st step that i made that was wrong,
But.. Forget it, nvm...
Yest and the day before,
I was at the dancefloor shuffle rounds recording....
It got me off negative thoughts for a while...
Enjoyed myself really much though...
Those pple can really dance man...
Melvin & Sharon, Daryl & Pamela, Connie & Aaron, Rosanne & Kelvin, Vasily & Priscilla
You guys did really well..
We were there, laughing, screaming & cheering...
had lots of fun...
But the whole recording ended pretty late on both days...
Later there's practice night at S&G..
I haven't been really dancing in a long while...
Should i or should i not...
Saturday, January 06, 2007
Saturday, January 06, 2007
He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said
"There's someone you should meet."
At a crowded restaurant way 'cross town,
he waited impatiently.
She walked in, their eyes met, and they both stared.
And right there and then, everyone else disappeared,
But one boy, and one girl,two hearts beating wildly.
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight.
He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away
that this was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
And for a moment the whole world
revolved around one boy and one girl.
In no time at all they were standing there, in the front of a little church,
among their friends and family, repeating those sacred words.
Preacher said, "Son kiss your bride" and he raised her veil.
And like the night they met, time just stood still
For one boy, and one girl,two hearts beating wildly.
To put it mildly, it was love at first sight.
He smiled, and she smiled, and they knew right away
that this was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world
revoloved around one boy and one girl.
He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned
"Congratulations. Twins..."
One boy, one girl.Two hearts beting wildly.
To put it mildly it was love at first sight.
He smiled, and she smiled,
and they knew right awaythat this was the day they'd waited for all their lives.
For a moment the whole world revoloved around one boy and one girl.
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When i heard this song, i had lots of feelings...
really lots of feelings...
Its lyk a fairytale story with an ending that goes, "Happy ever after"
But it will never happen to me...
Doubt it...
I always wonder is there really such an ending as 'Happy ever after"
Most girls say is good to be single, some say is good to be attached.
but its very nice to be loved, that 1 doubt any1 will disagree..
But oh well...
Falling in love hurts, ending it hurts too...
Wads a now and forever thing???
Is there such a thing as now and forever.
Who can even answer such a qns...
but i love the song above cuz tt story is simply simple and lovely...
Okie lah... i think i shall stop...
cuz i've got tons of projects to do...
going to die of projects soon...
