rain, rainbows or sunshine

Monday, April 23, 2007

Hello**
SJC's SYF is over...
The band got a bronze...
Not bad...
But i know the band will do better in the next SYF...
I have faith in you gurls....
Work hard...

School**
officially started...
Today i juz started the 2nd week of school...
Not bad...
Timetable is really wierd, but still it's good...
I'm given my attachment centre already...
My attachment is on every wed at a childcare...
I hope i'm put into the toddler's class...
I love toddlers...
=)

Dance**
Its okie lah..
Didn't perform for CCA Fiesta though...
But i'm enjoying my dance practice now with my new partner...
He's a good 1...
I'm serious...
We've started on our new cha cha routine...
He's improving tremendously...
That's good... -Good job Mahen-
But as for me...
I'm not sure abt my improvement...
I feel that its stagnant...
The only worry i have now is do we even have time to complete this routine & the next by nationals...
I oso need to do lots of technique man...
Need to learn alot of stuff...
Under Sharon, i've no worries for technique...
Only worried for time...
Tmr the freshies will be starting their lesson...
Wonder how many pple turning up tmr...
If i'm not wrong, we're expecting a crowd...

Dancefloor**
MELVIN & SHARON ARE IN THE TOP 5..
THEY'RE IN THE FINALS!!!!!
29th April is the finals...
I'm going to bring mummy & shaina there to watch...
Hope they keep extra 3 tickets for me...
I can't wait for that day...

Phantom of the Opera**
I'm watching it this saturday in the afternoon...
So exctied though...
Heard that it is fantastic...
Can't wait to watch it with my own eyes...
I love this musical ever since God knows when...
But this show itself bring memories for me...

Others**
22nd April 2007...
This day was a tough day to go by...
I did my duty as a friend to give him his birthday blessings from me...
But i honestly dunnoe if he bothered to even read it..
I receive no reply wad so ever...
But it really brought back lots of memories...
It made me think abt the last 2 22nd April..
this yr juz hasn't been right...
Not for him, neither for me...
But honestly i miss this friend of mine..
I dunnoe when he's going to talk to me again...
I really dunnoe...
But i'm praying everyday tt he will do so soon...
=(

**The past had happy memories**
**I had to go by that day by myself**
**No reply i received**
**But all i want you to know**
**Is that i still treasure you s a friend**
**A very dear friend i treasure**
**A very dear friend you are**
**But am i to you**
**I dunnoe**

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Hello**
I realise i think alot when i'm free..
Is tt good or bad..
I'm not sure myself..

I miss SJC..
I miss the friends in SJC..
I miss my gfs..
I miss Band..
I miss my Dad...

Things are falling back into place for me...
God is helping me...
I've got a good dance partner....
Started on a private routine...
Things are going pretty well with the special some1 & myself..
But sadly....
some pple juz wanna get to me for god knows wad reason...

I treasure my friends in dance...
Pple juz wanna find some fun in turning the table upside down...
I dunnoe wad to do...
I did no wrong..
tt i know..
All i can do now is pray, pray & pray even more...
wad else can i do..
who can i turn too...
Pple will listen to me..
But they cannot be of much help ahr...
Haiz...
Oh wells...

but honestly...
Some part of me juz thank God for allowing me to see who these pple really are...
He's helping me to grow & learn...
But part of me is upsset..
Really upset...
Wondering why am i the 1 he chose to go through this...
Wad haf i done wrong to deserve this...

Pple are changing...
I think i am too...
For good or for bad i dunnoe...

School's starting...
2nd yr of Poly...
2nd yr w/o daddy by me..
nationals is drawing nearer..
I wanna dance dance dance & not stop...
But can i...
I wanna dance a beautiful story...
But can I...
I dun think i'm up to it...

**Is my life a beautiful dance**
**Can it be 1**
**Who's going to watch**

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Hello**
Been really busy these few days...
Really really busy & tired...
Most pple had long weekends this week..
Me didn't,... Sad right..
Oh well..

Yest**
Went to work in the morning...
Den to borders to get Baby Ethen's birthday present with Brian...
Den to Ethen's birthday party..
& then Church...
Mass was beautiful...
Pple around me were different...
But still, i enjoyed easter vigil none the less...
It taught me lots of things...
Oh yes...
There was baptism yest too...
=)

After mass was wad sucked..
I was accused for no apparant reason...
Lyk WTH!!!!!!
I'm with a good partner that i'm really happy with...
So wads with it of me trying to change partner...
& best still...
I didn't even know tt their partnership was coming to an end...
I swear on my own life...
I really didn't know...
& i swear on my own life again, i never ever thought of partnering him..
Whoever started the rumour really has nothing better to do...

Jealousy**
Its such a common thing now a days right...
Every1 is selfish & worried for themself...
In dance...
If you're worried abt your own dance position...
All i can say is work harder with your partner...
You really do not have to be jealous...
Have confident in yourself..
Why let others threathen you..
& allow yourself to feel threathen...

Committment**
Wads is committment???
Is turning up every single practice, committment??
Is not turning up for practices, not having committment???
So wad is turning up for all the practices & not improving at all...
Is that being committed???
So wad is not turning up tt often, but am improving in leaps & bounds..
Is that committment???

Dun assume wad you do not know...
If you guys wanna know my committment level to dance...
Den sit me down & talk to me abt it...
DO NOT ASSUME!!!!!
I'm not interested, not committed...
I wouldn't be praying everyday for God to guide me in dance...

**Wadeva pple say i cannot stop**
**Wad i can do is only to protect myself**
**Is that wrong**

Sunday, April 01, 2007

It’s been so long
Since I’ve known right from wrong
Got no job, sometimes I just sit down and sob
Wondering if anything will go right
Or will you dance with me tonight

When the sun departs
I feel a hole down in my heart
Put on some shoes
Come down here and listen to the blues
Wondering if anything will go right
Or will you dance with me tonight

I’m looking at you
You’re looking at me
We’re the only two off the dance floor
Do you see what I see
Two broken lives working in harmony
Might make for a decent time
So get up and dance with me

I know that it seems that the grass will grow
Better on the other side of the barb wire fence
But that other side is not in sight
So I’m fine with what I have now
If you’ll dance with me tonight

What’s the point of life
If risk is just a board game
You roll the dice
But you’re just hoping that the rules change
What’s the point if you can’t bring yourself to say
Things you wanna say like
Dance with me tonight

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.

Hello**
The song above is from music & lyrics**
**Dance with Me tonight**
So now my entry officially starts here**

Last night i went for my Company's 33rd Anniversary Dinner & Dance**
It was really fun man**
The food was good**
The atmosphere was fantastic too**
Had lots of fun taking photos, dancing & laughing**
Most of them were drunk**
Jeremy was close to getting drunk**
Gave him lots of water to drink**
The Teo cousins are really fun pple**
Dinner officially ended at lyk 0000**
Disco party started den & lasted till abt 0100+, 0200**
After tt went out**
Stayed out till this morning 0700**

Today went to the temple to pay respects to my dad**
Its a year**
Yup**
Juz came home**
Going out again soon**
ITS SHAINA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~.~.~. Hey babe.. Happy 14th Birthday... Some1's finally 14 uh... May all your dreams & wishes come true... Grow up soon ya... Wadever happens, mum & I are here for you ya... Love you lots my little sister~.~.~.

Tomorrow i'm going to suntec for exhibitition**
Sent by my company**
Will be doing the exhibitition with Ms Teo, Jeremy & Gavin**
Wonder how's it going to be lyk**

I'm counting down to tt 1 month**
This 1 month was pretty, but it was a little too slow uh**
Oh well**
Its only the 1st month**

**The hard work tt we put in**
**Will eventually be paid off**
**Juz s long s you put your heart & soul in wadeva you do**