Friday, June 29, 2007
Friday, June 29, 2007
Hello**I'm back from NATIONALS already...Guess wad...I'm proud to say...Out of 4 events i took part in, i got into the finals for 3 of them...Really...Thanks Mahen, thanks alot...I really thank God for him...He brought my dance journey to a greater height...
Honestly...I'm shock that NPDS didn't win team match...But i guess...Nonetheless, all of us enjoyed ourselves...Most importantly...NPDS dance camp brought everyone closer and more united...NPDS swept most of the open events...NPDS RAWK!!!!!!!!!That comp i hope made mummy proud of me...As far as i know, there's lots of room for improvement...But at least my effort before the comp didn't go to waste...During the comp...I honestly didn't know wad event was i dancing...I juz dance when they call my number...I was dancing non-stop... Danced till the ball of my feet really hurt...Never danced so much before...Scary yet fun...To Mahen:Dear Partner...You did really well during the com... I'm really impressed... Thanks for being my partner... I hope i didn't let you down in anyway... We've got lots more competitions coming up... Lets work towards it ya... =)After comp...Brian & I went to vivo for dinner...Its been ages since i went there...At least i got to spent some time with him after the comp...During the comp, we were all so busy... That poor darling... Didn't even have proper rest...Was running up and down...Lucky the event is over...The next upcoming event is Lion City...I wanna compete in that...I hope Brian & Lenny Competes too...If Deborah finds a partner by then, i hope she competes too...Seriously...Its sad to see dancers stop dancing already...Oh well...**I thank God for today**
**Worries are always on my mind**
**Hope God helps me with them**
**Give me an answer**
**Guide me**
Monday, June 18, 2007
Monday, June 18, 2007
Hello**
I'm at dance camp now....
Had little slp though...
1st day of camp is pretty okie...
Lots of casualties....
All theses casualties are seniors that's the funny thing...
My dance partner broke his toe nail...
Michelle got cut by my partner's toe nail...
I had lots of cuts....
Now only wondering what to do when everyone is dancing & i'm aching all over...
just showered....
Watching the juniors dance now...
Cuz dun really wanna pespire...
pretty bored...
Oh well...
shall find something to so & to entertain myself...
dunnoe if i'm slping today or not...
shall see how...
dance dance dance & more dance...
that's wad this camp is about...
But it suddenly struck me that i've got lots of project to do...
really alot to do...
i haven't even created the 'trolley' thing for our little house for play kit yet...
i haven't even do up my little poster abt myself...
I oso haven't even done up my crystals for my competition costume...
NATIONALS IS THIS SATURDAY 23RD JUNE 2007....I'm so scared...
I feel unprepared though...
I dunnoe how is it going to be like...
haiz...
=(
**dance dance dance****projects projects projects**
**i'm so tied up****I can't breathe****Help me****I need the help**
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Hello**
Back to update though...
Its the hols, but it doesn't seem lyk holidays though...
Practice, practice & more practice....
Projects, projects & more projects...
Deadline, deadlines and more deadlines....
& guess wad....
I'M FALLING SICK AGAIN!!!!!Had a terrible time today man...
Had serious cramps again...
Its been ages since i had cramps...
Really long...
But today's one was bad...
took lots of medicataion today...
Nearly died can...
Damn chiam...
Its damn painful...
Now oso very pain...
Doubt i can even go for attachment tmr lah...
Guess will have to do my double make up right after dance camp...
Poor me...
So much to do with so little time...
Everyone is becoming emo...
Wads up...
I really dunnoe...
But i thank God that i'm not feeling emo...
Not at this very moment...
I'm just feeling damn stressed out...
Haiz...
**I'm so lost**
**So little time with so much to do**
**Pray that i stop falling sick**
**Pray for my health**
**Pray that i'm well**
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Hello**I juz came home from Georgina's Chalet...
Was there at lyk sunday morning, 0130..
So terrible right...
Left dance at 2230...
Had dinner with Kai Ern, Taz, Brian & my dear partner, Mahen....
After that left for chalet...
Reached east coast at lyk 0000+++
Den that dear Brian, made me walk from VJC all the way to the chalet...
Along the way, had a very good talk with him...
Walked really slowly there...
& thanks to the slow walk & the long talk, i had to feed mosquitoes man...
God lyk god know how many bites man...
-Sad case-Haha... Oh wells...
**Chalet**Reached the chalet played some murderer, detective game thingy....
1st time playing the game & guess wad...
I was the
MURDERER man...
I was lyk
WTH!!!!!!But oh well...
Had much fun...
Showered....
Decided to go out & walk along in the park to keep me awake, cuz i was dead tired...
But bad choice...
The breeze made me even more slpy...
Came back in, & watched them play some math game thing with cards...
Haha...
It was really funny...
the forfeit was really hilarious...
Tried really hard to keep myself awake...
After that we started chatting...
Den the watch the sunrise was wad we did next...
It was a beautiful sight, thought i couldn't catch the full thing, but it was still nice...
Its really a lovely moment to watch the sunrise with your friends & pple you love...
I really appreciate that moment...
Went back & yes yes, i knocked out for a while...
Den i'm back here...
=)
Anyway...
The conversation that i had with Brian on my way to the chalet, seriously put me into deep thinking...
Am i asking too much...
Am i probing too much...
Should i not know so many things...
Mayb that will save me from worrying too much right..
However, that conversation made me understand alot...
Really alot...
Where i stand, what i meant to some1...
Honestly...
After this conversation...
I drew a conclusion of myself...
I think i'm really selfish...
I think of myself more den i think of others...
I'm pretty demanding...
I do wad benfits me more...
I think i realise all these a little too late...
Haiz...
I juz realise that i'm not that good after all...
Dunnoe why pple can still fall in love with me...
I really wonder...
I dunnoe how i'm going to find that answer, but honestly i hope i will...
Haiz...
**I juz realise it**
**Its really late**
**Can i change, i really dunnoe**
**Oh my**
**Wad am i suppose to do**
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Hello**Nothing special happened recently..Mayb the only thing that happen was how i implemented my first ever lesson as an early childhood educator...Man... It was a DISASTER!!!Den again, on 2nd thoughts...Mayb it wasn't that disastrous...The art work turned out nice..My teacher is really nice too...Honestly, teaching a group of 8 was a disastrous task...But i think i did it...The only bad thing about yesterday's art lesson was that the glue used was the wrong glue....Reason being...I forgot to bring my own craft glue... *Silly right*Oh wells...Out of the 8, only 4 managed to do the art work...It was lovely...But now i'm worried...I dunnoe how i'm going to fair for FP...Wad if my results is going to worst den last sem's FP...I think i'm really going to cry if my grades for FP really drop...*Cross fingers, i hope not*Didn't go for MAYC lecture...Cuz by the time i left the centre, half the lesson was over...I left the centre @ 1400 cuz of the heavy rain...Had a tough time calling for cab...Came home, fell aslp almost straight away...So slpy...Wells...Later will be going for dance...Hope that today's practice will be useful and good...I'm running out of time to perfect my dance..Oh my...How how, i really dunnoe...the competition is only in a few weeks time...I hope i'm not screwed...Competition is really strong this time round...I do not want to let myself nor anyone down...Honestly i really do not want to let my partner down...I really hope i dun...I'll keep praying for God's help then...He'll bless the both of us..I'm sure...**Wads lost will never come back**
**The only thing to do is**
**Never to lose anything**
**The 3rd month is coming**
**How fast is that**
