Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Hello**
Was at Liz's blog...
Saw her short memory video for her friends who are graduating...
& it made think back of how i saw these girls when they were in sec 1...
Melanie, Sam Sng, Nicolette, Amerie...
These are the girls that brought me joy in school...
In council...
A normal day at school...
Together with my batch of girlfriends and friends....
How i miss those days...
Those secondary school days...
For the first time i never get to go back to SJC for teachers' Day...
I never get to see Mr Chang, Mrs Freeman...
I miss these teachers too....
They were there when i needed help...
They were there through the O Levels time...
How fast time flies...
School is going to reopen for me in 3 weeks time...
& when school reopens, i'm going to be in yr2 sem 2
Which leaves me with only 1 1/2 yrs to graduation...
Tt's only 3 semesters more...
When school starts, i'm only left with 2 sems to graduation....
After graduation, i'm into another stage of my education & life...
**How time flies****Am i growing & learning****Is it benefitting me**
**I'm missing those days**
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Hello**
Decided to come write some stuff here cuz i'm dead bored at home...
Filming ended...
Good in a way, bad in a way..
The good thing is i can rest...
the bad thing is...
I miss the pple there & i'm bored at home...
=(
filming ended before results were released...
Results...
Amazingly i pass everything with the exception of FM...
Its expected that i will fail my financial management module...
Cuz i never sit for my paper...
Or rather wasn't allowed to by my lecturer cuz of the debarment thing..
So i'm not debarred..
So i passed my exams...
So i honour my word to my lecturers and my mum...
Tt's a good thing right...
I hope my 2nd sem of yr 2 starts on a good note..
&
H I S T O R Y would never repeat itself...
Tt's the good part...
the bad part is...
I've only got an average of Ds for this sem...
which really suck...
Guess now my dream of going into a uni is further to reach now...
thought everything would go well...
Den came the stress part where everything crumble and fall...
Dunnoe if my dream of graduating as a wheelock college student going to come true or not...
Reality check...
Which is more impt...
Pursuing your dreams or being in reality??
Wad do i really want...
Wad makes me happy...
I miss my carefree days...
I miss the days i know i've only got to study...
I miss the days when i dun have to worry abt anything except my studies...
I really wish for that life again...
I miss what i use to dislike...
I'm so troubled...
Oh my...
guess i muz be too bored at home tt's y i'm thinking so much...
I wanna go back to school...
i wanna study again...
I wanna enjoy the lectures & tutorials with my classmates...
I dun wanna think...
going to school can help me save money too...
going to school can entertain me & i wouldn't be so bored
Dance...
Isn't going well at all...
I've got to relearn my techniques...
it kills me to know that my technique is wrong after so long...
haiz...
I feel so stagnant in dance...
Every1 seem to be improving fast...
& i'm not...
Wad am i suppose to do...
there's no improvement...
I dun seem to be going anywhere....
**Wad am i suppose to do****Why when 1 thing seem right****The other seem wrong****Why do i get such wierd feelings****Wad am i doing****Clarissa, wake up**
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Hello**
Okie so i'm back to blog...
About practically nothing...
I'm here cuz....
My lovely Daddy DARYL had to tag me...
So you see the reason why i'm here...
Its all THANKS to him...
=(
So here it goes****
1.person who tagged me:
**Daryl**
2. my relationship with him:
**He's my lovely DADDY Daryl**
3. my 5 impressions of him:
**Lame**
**Zi Lian**
**Mean**
**Funny**
**Wad else, talks lots of craps**
4. most memorable thing that he had done for me:
**Memorable ahr... Lets see... teach me Maths & listen to me whine & cry**
-Duh he has to do that wad... he's my daddy-5. most memorable words that he said to me:
**I cannot remember... Opps**
-He said too many-6. if he becomes my lover, i will?:
**Hmmm... Good qns... Laugh till i roll on the floor... Either that or get real irritated... haha**
7. if he is my lover, he has to improve on:
**Hmm... I dunnoe... Talk less crap maybe**
8. if he becomes my enemy, i will:
**Ignore him**
9. if he becomes my enemy, the reason is:
**I dun think there will be a reason... Cuz he will not be my enemy... Right daddy**
10. the thing that i desire most to do for him now is:
**Get over with the silly tagged he made me do**
11. my overall impression of him:
**nice dad**
12. how do i think people around me will feel about me?:
**Ice princess, quiet, anti-social maybe**
-i dunnoe-13. the character i love about myself is:
**Hmmm... uniqueness**
-I'm who i am-14. on the contrary, what character i hate about myself:
**Being too quiet when i'm in dance**
-Tt's according to the juniors of dance-15. the most ideal person i would like to be:
**Is myself... haha... **
16. a message to those around me and those who care for me:
**To the dancers: Dance hard**
**To all my friends: Thanks for being by me when i need you guys**
17. pass this quiz to 10 people whom i wish to know how they feel about me:
1) Brian
2) Liz
3) Shaina
4) Lynn
5) Priscilla Khiu
6) Melanie
7) Mathilda
8) Grace
9) Melody
10) Carrie
Is no. 9 a male/female?
**Female**
no. 1 and no. 10 be together, is it a good thing?
**Hmm... i wouldn't know**
how about no. 3 and 4?
**haha... Never... **
what is no. 2 studying about?
**Lets see... A whole lots of secondary school subjects**
last time i chatted with no. 3?
**Just**
what kind of music does no. 8 like?
**Chinese & English**
no. 6 have any siblings?
**Yup yup**
will you woo no. 3?
**Never, cuz she's my sister**
how about no. 7?
**If i'm a guy, mayb**
is no. 4 single?
**Nice qns... I'm not too sure**
surname of no. 5?
**Its there, Khiu**
hobby of no. 5?
**I dunnoe**
where's no. 3 studying at?
**St. Joseph's Convent**
have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
**Feelings... Haha... Nope**
where does no. 9 live?
**Singapore lyk duh**
What colour does no. 4 like?
**I cannot really remember, blue???**
are no.1 and 3 best friends?
**Hmmm... 1's my bf & 3's my sister, best friends... I wouldn't know... Not now... **
does no. 7 like no. 2?
**As i friend i think so**
how do you know no. 2?
**St. Emilie & she's lynn's sister**
no. 5 have a pet?
**A dog i remember**
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Hello**
Back to update after lyk long days of not much resting...
Had to go for the filming thing...
Its tiring man...
& i'm gaining weight cause of it...
Oh well...
I haven't been dancing properly...
Heard that there's going to be an upcoming Nationals...
But when is it going to be, i really dunnoe...
But oh well...
I haven't really danced for
2 WHOLE WEEKS!!!!!!*Sorry Mahen*hope you're not mad at me...
There's lots more to improve esp after lion city...
Lion City...
It was a disaster man...
Oh well...
At least i know i did my best & there was improvement in comparison from nationals in June...
Oh well...
Lyk i always say...
If we never fail, we'll never make it too...
So in conclusion...
There's alot of room for alot of improvement...
That's for dance...
This coming thursday i've got to go give tuition...
New student...
1st time ever teaching Pri 3 man...
Dunnoe how its even going to be like...
Oh well...
Another new experience for me...
Swells...
How fast time flies...
6th month tmr...
fast eh...
but honestly...
I seem lyk i dun really know you well enough yet...
Sometimes i feel tired...
Sometimes i feel lyk giving up...
I dunnoe wad to expect...
I dunnoe how to expect...
I know i've my faults too...
But oh wells..
I dun seem to know anything...
I seem to be living in the world of my own...
Shld i let go wondering...
Shld i juz let things be wad is it...
I really dunnoe...
**I've so many qns****Who's going to give me these answers****Shld i or shld i not****Lets juz say i keep it to myself****Since no1 will know & no1 will care**
