Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Hello**Just decided to blog since i'm pretty free now...
Twisted my ankle & pulled some silly nerve on my ankle...
Now both my ankles are wrapped up just like a dumpling...
So bloody painful to walk lah...
=(
Now waiting for Brian to come pick me up so i can take the bus without any worries of falling down on the bus & cause my ankle to be worst...
School haven't been very fantastic,
But its pretty passable..
Summaries for makeup session...
SYC & DPIP activity kit by myself...
Semester is ending & tests are coming up...
Tmr got EC & AST test...
Swells...
Haiz...
Emotionally i haven't been that fantastic...
Been quite emotional & suicidal during the time of white space...
So it hasn't been that good after all...
Guess as much that i'm again in minor depression...
But i've decided to put it aside & seek help after exams...
That day when i went to the botanic gardens alone...
wasn't a very fantastic trip there..
Thought back of the memories i had when i was a young child with mummy, daddy & shaina at the botanic gardens...
It made me quite emotional, esp cuz that day Brian & I quarrelled...
Swells...
All things happen for a reason ahr..
Like Elizabeth say, "Pick up the rosary & you'll see the changes, be sincere."
Mayb that's wad is lacking to produce the good year for me..
I stopped saying the rosary the day daddy left me...
The only time i picked it up again was after i met Brian & was facing trouble in dance...
I prayed fervetly using the rosary was during Brian's exams and my exams...
Subsequently it left me...
Till today i haven't picked it up at all...
**The roasay i must pick up****That's where i used to find my comfort**
**Why isn't it the same now****I lost my comfort and my joy****I am not who i am before**
