Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Mon we had Econs ICA...
It was fine...
I Guess...
Just worried abt the results...
Stats & POA ICA coming up...
Worried...
=(
Mrs Nair was saying there was a couple of failures for Eng...
I'm hoping that i pass...
A just pass oso can lah...
S long s dun fail can le...
She went through ICA 2 today...
Had ICA 2 marketing project meeting today...
Starting to feel a little stress..
But after this 2 weeks...
Got term break...
Haha...
Gg to work...
Earn $$
& must do all my projects...
=(
Scary...
=(
Swells...
Brian came back from Thailand le...
He bought many many things...
But there's somethings tt we have to walk through together...
I hope we can...
=(
**I need to know whats gg through the mind**
**If you dun tell me i never know**
**I love you****I miss you****I hope you know tt**
Friday, May 23, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
Hearing the unexpected news...
I was a little terrified for the baby...
I was thinking if they have enough to support their child...
I want to help...
But it just brought me back to the past...
They did the right thing by keeping their little one...
I'm glad for them...
At least they didn't kill their little one with their bare hands...
But wads gg to happen in the future...
I can understand their stand & am oso very glad tt their parents are fine with it...
Parents would always want their best for the child...
Is keeping tt child a blessing or a curse..
A choice has to be made...
but dun regret it...
Anyway, i'm happy for you..
Be strong & stand by your decision ya...
If anything happen, i will be here for you to fall on...
If you need help, just ask...
All that matters is that you're happy...
But tt's not all that really matters lah...
There's more to come...
Have to face it...
I ray that everything goes well for you...
**Incidents bring memories of the past**
**Who's to know wad happens in the past & the future**
**Wad matters is if you're happy now**
**Being happy is important**
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
I dunnoe wads wrong...
I try to save it for so many times...
Is it me...
i cry a zillion times & who knows...
i dun slp & who cares...
I think so much & who notices...
everytime i receive assurances, i dun feel it, i dun see it...
You say you love me...
You save you dun want to leave me...
Eveytime i get pushed away, wad does it tell me...
i express my own feelings & somethimes things dun go right...
When i want to make ammendments, i never get a chance...
Hanging up is very common..
Every1 tells me otherwise...
they say they see love in your eyes...I feel that you love me...
But why do i have to contradict myself when you push me away...
How impt am i..
you never ask for my opinions...
If leaving me is wad you want....
Okie...
If i accept your reason...
I'll let you go...
I'm holding on becuz i love you...
I know you can be who i fell in love with in Dec...
Everything is reverting back to beforre dec...
I knew this wld happen...
But you assure me otherwise...
den why now...
**Dun say sorry if you dun mean it**
**Dun say you can when you can't**
**I dunnoe wad to do**
**Some1 help me**
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Hello**
School's starting to really stress me out...
But not s stressed s i was in Ngee Ann...
I feel much more relaxed here...
The people i work with start project early...
& the deadline we set is way earlier than the expected deadline...
So i conclude, there shldn't be much last min work..
& i can rest...
Haha...
I think tt's the most impt thing to me lah...
I dun want history to repeat itself again lah...
Anyways...
Friends in school are good...
We share our problems...
Everyone listen & contribute their views....
There's always fun in whatever we do...
The bonding times during lunch and after school is just heart-warming...
With the guys ard in class,
I'm starting to see the guy's point of view about things...
that's something tt i dun get to see very often..
Haha... Being in an environment when girls are usually my classmates & schoolmates...
Ya...
I was just thinking abt it las night...
What will happen to me when something bad happen to my friends, esp my closest ones...
I was a little stuck...
I dunnoe what will really happen to me..
But i know that i will devastated...
Not s devastated as the day when my dad left...
But i will be lost...
These are the pple that were with me for a good period of time...
They've done alot for me...
& i haven't done anything back for them...
I'm such a bad friend...
So i pray everyday that God keep all my friends safe from harm...
Its just worrying when such thoughts hit me...
I'm very scared...
Life is just so vulnerable...
Its like now you're fine, the next min you're not...
Haiz...
**I pray that God keep everything i love safe & sound**
**Please do not take anything away from me**
**Daddy left**
**That's enough**
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Saturday, May 03, 2008
Hello**
Its fun in class...
Soon its not gg to be very fun...
Cuz of all the assignments...
My 1st ICA deadline is on the
23rd of May 2008...Tt's lyk
SOON!!!!!!!Oh wells...
I'm finishing all my tutorials way before tutorial itself...
I'm proud of myself...
I'M FINALLY DOING MATH!!!!!!!!I miss calculating with the calculator...
Our class is fun...
=)
They make lessons fun...
After school is just studying & bonding session with the girls...
& when i'm home, i get to rest..
hahha..
I'm enjoying more rest than i did before...
The joy of having school near home...
=)
Had dinner with Brian today...
Today's dinner was the best i had in 2 weeks...
The past few days were just bad...
But thank God everything's over...
I feel lyk our r/s is walking on a piece of very thin string...
Its lyk the string may just break anytime...
& that sucks...
& we know that the string under us will break not cuz we dun love each other anymore, but instead its cuz of the other factors tt causes the string to break...
& lyk brian said just now over dinner...
Tt's going to be worst cuz if the string breaks cuz of other reasons, how are we gg to move on???
That thought scares me a little...
Its true, that i'm very blur before a proper r/s starts...
but i worry alot, once the story starts to unfold esp when there's alot of other contributing factors, that causes quarrels, fights & unhappiness..
A r/s can't be a bed of roses or flowers...
But its a issue to worry when break up is brought up 3 times in 2 weeks...
I'm just damn scared the string will break...
=(
that's my biggest worry...
How to save it, i dunnoe man...
I really dunnoe...
**What am i to do**
**I'm very blur**
**I dunnoe what the future holds**
**But i know i love you**
