Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Another year is coming to an end...
a not so fantastic year is coming to an end...
I pray that the coming new year will be something better...
So much has happened this yr...
I lost my uncle, a friend...
I lost many things this year...
Hopes were dashed...
Most of wad i have is gone..
Guess 1 of the better things is that school is good...
i found back someone close, but lost that someone along the way again...
I found things & lost things this year..
& it makes me sad...
So many things i took for granted before...
I'm scared i'll lsoe it soon enough..
& i wun be able to find it back...
Selfish you may call me...
but i'm scared...
I dun wanna regret...
Yes, i do admit,
things happen for a reason...
What do i want for 2009...
Let me sort it out, & i'll tell...
**A bad 2008**
**Hopefully a better 2009**
**So many things happen, not very pleasant**
**God hear my prayers**
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
So today was the funeral..
Everyone came to send him off...
Its over...
so much for being optimistic...
Just memories of him came flooding in while i was resting just now...
So much for misses...
We can't see him anymore...
Seeing the people who loved him send him off today breaks me...
Having to place a josstick to ask him to have his meal...
having to look into the sky when we wanna talk to him...
Everything went by smoothly...
Done fast & clean...
May he rest in peace...
Watch over Emi & his family...
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Why must everything turn for the worst...
A miracle we were all wishing for...
Why must is it be lyk this..
Its so unfortunate...
Someone so fit & healthy...
Was pronounced brain dead just now...
& is gg to be taken off life support...
Why must it be him..
Why do all of us have to lose such a good friend...
It hurts...
A good friend he have been...
He's gone...
No more back...
My heart hurt...
20 years old...
Why....
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
So there was an unexpected turn of events...
Received news on the 23rd of Dec...
That JJ (Jun Jie) was involved in an accident and is currently in coma in ICU...
Freaking crap...
my heart sank...
Didn't have a good feeling after hearing that...
The nxt day morning...
Cried lyk there wasn't a tomorrow...
cancelled tuition...
Sat in front of the TV & stone until something else caught my attention...
felt lyk a lil needing something else to distract me...
Went to see him, cldn't help but break down..
Everyday will go & see him...
Seeing him dancing normally before,
Now lying on the bed unconscious...
With tubes & more tubes around him...
Leg wrapped up...
Pressure in the head is still high...
now nothing can be done...
seeing him lyk this just breaks my heart...
Breaks anyone's heart...
Being there for him is the only thing that we can do...
A bright future that he has...
Now, we dun even know what may happen next...
Sighs...
Watching the numbers on the screen slowly rise & fall...
My heart races lyk that too...
I want this to be over soon...
For him to wake up...
The numbers today is better den yesterday...
but i'm stil upset...
Very upset...
Sighs...
Someone so healthy...
Life is just so fragile...
It feels lyk to crap to know that soemone you care for is lying in that silly ICU waiting to wake up...
WTH...
& its not s though he isn't careful...
Thanks to some totally inconsiderate driver...
Bloody hell...
Drink & drive...
These pple who do this shld just.............
Sighs...
I oso dunnoe...
Now all i hope & pray is that JJ gets better...
& Emi can stay strong for him...
God bless them both...
**I pray that there wldn't be a twist f fate for Emi & JJ's family**
**I pray that God will bless him with a speedy recovery**
**I know that none of us wanna lose such a nice friend**
**I pray that God hears our prayers**
**I pray that JJ will wake up & lead a normal life again**
**God hear our prayers**
Thursday, December 04, 2008
Thursday, December 04, 2008
I'm feeling so stress...
I MISS....I MISS....I MISS...I MISS...I MISS...MY MAX BRENNER HOT CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!!oh oh...
How i wish i can have a cuppa Max Brenner anytime...
Maybe i'll be less stress & a happy girl...
Sighs...
I've gain weighted...
& Max Brenner will make me gain more weight...
But at least my hot chocolate is sinfully enjoyable...
I've got cravings for chocolates...
Gosh...
Its been a while since i had such a craving...
Insane craving...
But oh wells...
At least i can get my mind off my ICA stress for a while.
Ha..
**The stress level is just overwhelming**
**My eczema is acting up again**
**I can't slp**
**I'm not lyking it**
