Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Deadlines are arriving one after another...
Everyone is so choked up with work man...
& i've got tuition...
Its insanity...
I dunnoe how i'm doing this...
I feel lyk i'm dying...
Sighs...
I so feel lyk gg on a holiday after my exams end...
but wth..
i've got no moeny to take such a break...
Not even for the weekend..
Though i seriously wish i can escape SG for the weekend..
Sighs..
oh wells..
=(
CNY is coming...
Sighs..
not in too much of a CNY mood this yr..
there's so much happening in my life...
i dun even know how my days are gg by so quickly...
but i've yet to sit down properly to think through my days..
not much reflections done everyday..
=(
I'm in an absolute sad sad situation...
I so wanna go out, but i seriously can't...
WTH....
Sighs...
i wonder who can save me..>
Relief me of reality for a little while...
Just a little while...
I'll be more than glad...
I can't seem to rest well too..
I'm waking up at so many many intervals in a night...
Sighs...
My skin is becoming from bad to worse...
My complection is already bad enuff to begin with, now its worse...
Sighs..
Everything just doesn't seem to be gg right...
Qte alot of things isn't even falling in place..
Wad a start of the new year..
Monday, January 12, 2009
Monday, January 12, 2009
I dunnoe is it becuz of the stress i'm facing..
The "so many things to do with so little time"...
Sighs...
LATER IS STATS ICA!!!oh wells...
i'm up on yet another emotional roller coaster again...
I'm just feeling damn emotional...
Dun ask me why, cuz i swear i really dunnoe...
May be i'll officially feel alot better once the deadlines for all our ICAs are met...
Feeling so damn shitt..
Cuz
THERE'S LITERALLY SO MANY THINGS TO DO WITH FREAKING SO LITTLE TIME!!!Crap....
- AFA ICA, (15th Jan)
- POM project & presentation, (19th Jan)
- Sharepoint Individual project & presentation (20th Jan)
- MicroE project & presentation, (23rd Jan)
- Chinese New Year EVE (25th Jan)
- CHINESE NEW YEAR, (26th & 27th Jan)
- Oral Comm Presentation, (29th Jan)
- Sharepoint Group project & presentation (3rd Feb)
See what i mean...
=(
I'm feeling very upset now...
=(
How how...
I feel like crying...
Will someone help...
But who can help...
Sighs...
Guess God can't even help me on this...
=(
SIGHS...
I REALLY WANNA CRY!!!!!!!!!
**Sighs**
**When shit happens, it happens a a go**
**& it makes me feel upset**
**Very upset**
Friday, January 09, 2009
Friday, January 09, 2009
There's so many things coming up...
First was the open house...
Which my duty was today, but due to unforeseen circumstances...
I din go...
Okie.. I'm feeling super bad...
So much for giving them my word & not being able to honor it...
& i kindda feel lyk crap...
Cuz its lyk my 1st time not honoring my words...
But wadever...
Den its all the tests & projects...
There's so much to do...
& my body just isn't listening to me..
My eczema is acting up..
I can't slp at night without waking up at intervals and checking on the time...
Even when i tell myself that i'm gg to take an hour long nap, i'll be up in lyk 10-30 mins thinking that i've slpt for lyk forever...
Sighs...
Oh wells...
Stats ICA is on mon, AFA ICA is on thurs...
Den presentations are the following week...
Crap...
CNY is fast approaching...
I haven't even gone for my CNY shopping yet...
There are many differences that i'm facing these day...
& i'm not very comfortable with it...
But crap, i should shut up...
So much for honesty and facade...
I'm starting to see many many differences...
Sighs...
wadever lah...
I give up...
**I'm not lyking the differences that i'm seeing or facing**
**But at the end of the day its all part & parcel of life**
**When everything is okie, its okie**
**When its not, its horribly not**
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Thursday, January 01, 2009
So 2008 finally left us...
2009 is here...
School's starting for the year tmr...
But this time rd...
its not a whole new level..
Its just the continuation of what's left for education in 08...
09 is gg to be a busy year...
Deadlines, common test are drawing near...
Stress level would be rising...
But stress management is a skill...
A skill that i do not find it very easy to master...
Today's Emi's birthday too..
I really wonder how she's taking it...
I pray that God will guide her out of her dark days...
A new year...
No resolution for this year, except to study hard...
Come what may...
God has his plans...
If i were to leave here tmr...
I just wanna know, i've done all that i want to do...
& leave with no regrets...
For wadever comes comes...
**09... I left it to fate**
**God decides for me**
**For goos or for bad**
**I will have no say in it**
